Anticipation of the Estimation on the Expectation

What a topic title there! LOL

Anyways, I'm just gonna say, things get weird recently and same goes to me and also the weather. First of all the weather is real weird recently. This is not supposed to be the raining season, but rain come to report itself every afternoon. Yesterday was freaking heavy, together with lightning and thunderstorm. The thunderstorm was one of the strongest I've ever heard in my life so far. It was damn loud and scaring. To be honest, I was shocked by the sudden thunder. lmao

Second part it's gonna talk about me. I think I am ADDICTED to Starbucks. I've no idea whether this is a good thing or bad things. Depends on how I put it in my mind actually.

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oh GOD, this is BADDDD!!!!.... stupid rain... took me 20 mins to clear all the water!!!F

anyways, lets continue with the starbucks. yea, I am really addicted to it, the frappuccino, grean tea frapuccino is awesome too, tried it last night. well good thing is that i got to enjoy the  super awesome environment and the coffee, together with the faster-than-my-home-broadband connection. Bad thing will of course be my deeply bleeded pocket!!! haha... anyhow, I enjoy studying there, doing my research....blablabla,,, and sometimes stalk on ppl around, which is pretty much my thing before. I used to be an observer, just in case you don't know.

Ciao... gonna see how my room dy...

The Habit

Hmm... I have this habit of repeating song and I can go real crazy until hours of repeating. This happened normally when I found the song that's really worth repeating (don't really know how to define the worthiness of a song to be repeated, depends on mood). It can be recommendation from friends or I found it on youtube. I'll then download and start the REPEATING. lol.

I just can get bored of listening to the same song for hours!!! crazy me.... whatever you call it.

Currently I'm repeating on the song "Officially Missing You-Tamia". Was once get to know this song from a video on youtube. It's not the Tamia cover though. Was sung by korean twin sister, Janice and Sonia. Btw, they are real chun!!! so talented and leng!!! nearly perfect. But, no one is perfect right. hehe...


Enjoying the song now... I think it repeat for nearly 2 hours dy. haha.. ciao...

Courage & Guts

Finally, I found the courage to blog about this.

Something real pissy happened in my life last couple days(not going into details). And, all these could have been avoided if I'm stronger and firm in what I am doing. Unfortunately, the softness side took over me, and apparently gave someone the opportunity to screw the whole thing out. After all, it's still my own fault for what had happened.

Anyways, I talk to someone, the "counsellor", I should named it here. And, it worked out pretty much to the level that I no longer hate the person who screwed things up, but lead me to understand the whole things was able to be controlled smoothly if I were and going to be "powerful" enough. It's indeed another great learning opportunity created personally for me and it's time to face what I couldn't face before.

I thank so much to the person who created this opportunity for me. And, it really showed me how weak I "was". When I accepted this challenge at the very beginning of the year, I already told myself I'm gonna give the best no matter what. But things aren't the way I thought they should be. Ain't easy in any way and I knew that.

So, what can I do now?

Hmmm.... Perhaps it's time to change that old little softy tyre to a Brand New Sparkling Firm Big tyre for extra miles!!! Good luck, Jo~~~

Who I Am: Facts about ME

I was chatting with fren last night when I suddenly thought of finding out what ppl think about me.

So, these are what I found out: (according to my fren)

•  He eat bread with cornflake=weird; I was like ok, normal ppl don't do that, I just like to mix things around, inlcuding food...lmao

• jo will suddenly say fuck when really pissed; well recently I do that that a lot, too many fck up thing happened. the word just come out without me noticing... 
• small eyes; ok that's pretty obvious

• jo cant remember ppl name so he will giv an adjective to describe a person; haha, this is so true, dont be surprise if I cant remember the names and start describe ppl like, short thin skinny, fat, plump.... lmao
• He blank out sometimes ( meeting/talking...)
• it seem like he's looking around and spot you, in fact he's just looking at the air; i know this is weird, but what for so busybody look at everyone and everything...lmao
• his food knowledge is really bad, as in bad B.A.D....

Ok, that's all I found out. I'll appreciate it a lot if you tell me what else you see in me that's weird or worth to be pointed out...I am on my way to find out more about myself... And, I need your help. Yes, it's you, im pointing at you.

Thanks.

Everything about May 24th

The day started off pretty well until it get to bloody hell mee ding... GOT REALLY PISSED OFF in the mee ding. Went to gym after that with whole body of fire to be realeased. After changing into sport wear, I directly head to the treadmill for a crazy marathon and BodyCombat class off course to blow off some fire. But, yet to finish after the nearly 2 hours of gym session. 

hmm... but something good happened. Ppl has been telling me that im losing some weight. But I wasnt sure. So, I got my ass up and head to the weighting machine after the shower. What a surprised!!! one month ago, I was struggling with my non-stop increasing weight until 85kg when i finally gave up to weight myself again. Such a shame. And now, it's 79.8kg... phewwwww..... 

GOOD JOB Joseph, keep it up! 

What's ur next target?

erm, I think shall be 75kg. yea, that's my best record in year 2008. Im gonna go for that now... YES I CAN!!

Bravo Joseph, u have been improving. 

haha....=)

ignore this part. I'm talking to myself. anyways I'm gonna end this by wishing my Sis a happy MArriage. And, I wish the baby look like me...lol