Nik got it all!!!

Thank to the Review on Nik Software by stuckincustom!!! a great review, without much blabbing... looking for the software now... hope it really helps in my image processing...

HEARTACHE

HEARTACHE

Beach at Dusk

some noise over the sky.. to be improved!!!

A quick HDR

wasnt satisfy with the HDR, i wish i have some knowledge in masking!!!

Some happenings!!!

well, too much of photo post these day... so, thought of back to some random post about myself. got lots of happenings actually during the past few week or i should say past few months...

first i've been to PD to meet up with my parent since they're having holiday there... so, me n my sis went all the way from sunway to pd b public transport. but we started with some stuffs at my sis's uni eraly in the morning... n it took hours for her to settle everything there at shah alam, while i stayed at their dirty little SSD doing my assignment and make some revision... well, im glad that sunway's SSD is so much better than theirs!!! appreciate it... well, after that ktm all the way to sentral and continued again with ktm all the way to seremban... we were both like those backpack tourist in a totally strange place searching for public transport to get to our destination... i really have to mention that the MALAYSIA PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION SYSTEM really SUCK... SUCK ALL THE WAY!!! i think this is the reason why our tourism never get the chance to achieve the highest level!!! government really have to do sth with this before we lose our business in tourism!!! back to our trip, we took almost half a day to reach pd... n i always thougth that our beaches are polluted badly!!! but i was wrong... im in love with PD when i first saw the bluish ocean with big flat white-sanded beach!!! i love it so much... lots of resort from downtown of PD to batu 10.... beatiful beach... lots of ppl... in short... but never see bikini girl... haha. which was a sad thing to mention... well, we spent 2 day n 1 night there.... n im glad that i made the decision to PD cause i get the chance to shoot both sunset n sunrise!!! it was a good experience... n after 6 years i stop swimming, finally i made myself into the swimming pool again... i cant swim at first... but get better after that... after the trip, i realy get darker coz i spent most of the time on the beach and in the swimming pool... that's one of the reason im getting darker these days....

enough of the pd trip... here we go for sth new... it was a priceless experience for me as well as other 4... it all started with the carrom game at SSD... after we finished the game and we got second place, some frens decide to have dinner at KL.... so, we went to kl for the dinner... and next we plan to watch movie at MV... but the hall was full... out of no choice, someone suggest some other thing.... guess what, we went to the malaysia most black-listed place---haji taib just to have a look of the p********* industry... in the car, we went thru that place for few rounds all really, we get to see what it looks like... but that wasnt enough for some. so we parked the car and get down n walk down the street to have closer view.... but then we got into some trouble!!! big big trouble... cheated by some indian guys, n i swear if i see that indian guy again in my life, im not gonna let him go away with his stupid ugly pissed off face!!! damn it!!!! but im gonna thanks him for letting me n another guy into trouble with another 3... at least 5 of us come out safe... right after that we get some help from police fren and get into the police station to make report... wao!!! that morning really really bad for us... after few hour, one of us gonna go for a badminton match, 2 gonna go for telematch n tug of war n 1 gonna work!!! i believed that we got not time to sleep coz we got home 6 in the morning... and by 7 we gonna get ready for our own activity!!! damn it... thanks to those indian fellow.... we got no time to rest... n thanks to them for giving us such a wonderful ecperience!!! but, i have to mention here that nothing happened, nothing beside badly threatened... how lucky!!!

well.. i wish i can tell the whole story here... a lots more interesting thing happened in btw.... but, im gonna go into my dreamland now.... chao...

I Miss You

How hard does it take to stop u from loving the one that u love? Obviously it's really hard, one of the hardest decision i ever made, i made it though!!!

How hurt does it feel when u see the person she hanging out wasnt u? HURT, it hurt, but i act as i never see anything!!

How bad do u feel when she is just few feets from u and yet u not dare to take the steps toward her??? I feel like knocking myself to the wall!!!

How sad do u feel when she is not replying ur msg as she used to? sad, but i'll keep waiting... n keep finding reason for her not replying me

How complicated does it feel when u've stop finding her for months and now the strong feeling toward her arise again? i doubt, im still searching for the answer right now...

I wonder why...

I can stay at the study room and study on my own, or elsewhere with anyone else, but i ended up choose to do the revision with her at the foyer...

I can go out with my fren for free lunch at Sorgun, but i ended up choose to be with her, doing revision...

I can choose not to reply her msg as what i did to others, but i ended up reply all her msg...

I can choose not to wait for her msg, but i'll keep waiting before i continue with other things...

I can choose to tell her my feeling toward her, but i ended up shut my mouth up, coz we may not even be normal fren after that...

I can choose taylor, i can choose curtin, i can choose Swinburne, i can choose any other university, but i ended up choosing VU, coz i know she will be going there too...

I wonder why...

I dont know how long i can keep this feeling, but i can assure one thing now... I miss her a lot!!! a lot a lot!!!

(who is she? will keep it for myself)