The Supposed-Final Sem

This Semester has been cra-zzz so far. like seriously. lotsa things happened. managed to handle some, but there's always something that nearly screw things up, (or they actually did) and it's that something that put a test on your ability, maturity. I think i failed the test in a way.

ok, while I'm stilll waiting for the freaking slow download here, lets continue a lil bit more...

Erm, what should I say? I'm here climbing up from every single fall, like a little kids, yes, I'm still a minor. Somehow, my face just don't fix my status as a minor, i know i know...

Ok back to the topic. Well, nothing can be more shocking with a pre-sem breaking news. I thought it will be my final semester. I was wrong. So wrong. thinking bout graduation without the original bunch of classmates could easily break me down, into parts. I've some friends who even ask me to be the photographer for the graduation that I will, for the time being, pass on. I... erm... I seriously thought that I will need to pass on that. I can't imagine myself breaking down in sad tear, instead of the original happy tears. And, i certainly don't want myself to see that side of me for another round. Yes, 1 round is enough.  Enough.

And, sometimes my determination/stubbornness could just easily kill me. It's really a life changing decision. And certainly got me into all sort of challenges that I could've expected and tackle with ease. But no, I thought I'm good in handling all the challenges. No, I was wrong again. If it wasn't my bunch of friends, I don't think I could get through all these, I don't think I could get this far. And, I deeply appreciate every single help, every one of you, You, YOU. Thank you. I believe I can give a return-favour when it's time.

Regret. Yes, I wouldn't deny that I actually feel regret with certain decision. But, turning it around, if it wasn't all these regretted decision, I wouldn't be any stronger like this. If it wasn't the major breaking, I wouldn't learn how to stand up strong. If it wasn't...

Not to forget, the shadow which accompany since August. =)

Lazy post

Lotsa happening in the pass few months, lotsa happiness, lots of tears, lotsa of disappointment, lotsa achievement.... 

My first marathon went pretty well. It was quite an accomplishment to run a half marathon for the first time. 

Move on, I had the first F in my studies life which is the most shameful of all. It was nobody fault but my own. Time management is a big issue. I played too much, indeed. 

And then, I finally back to my hometown. but didn't get to meet my high school friends at all due to time constraint.

And, I finally managed to get my passport done and had a wonderful short trip with my dearest friends. 

... lazy to type dy...  

I'm not good in talking and thus I try to write

Keep most of the things to yourself is certainly not a wise choice.

That's when all the misunderstandings come in. 

Holding back from crossing the border is meant to be done early,

Not when it's already over the board. 

Wish there's a time machine. Not for changing things, But for looking back to the old happy times.

Really want nothing but the happiness we used to share together. 

Regret. Not for making the mistake, but for the consequences of my mistake.

Really want nothing but to find back the missing pieces of puzzle.

Where did it go wrong between us, my friend?

Appreciate a true friend MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE, I do, I really do.

Worry

Frustrated

Break down

Heal

Pray

Hope

Respect

Accept

Move on

Welcome MacDonald

Finally MacDonald is born!!! see how beautiful my MacDonald....

She is already in jean wear on the first day. and im gonna get her some protection on the inside. xixilli or la senza leh??? or audrey? lol

Wrap up of the season

Time past real fast, it feels like I started my internship few days back, but it has already come to an end. So many happenings going on in these 2 months times. Too much to remember, too little to forget. Anyways, I had a great learning experience at Sunway FSSC. 

It's time to switch back to the uni life

爱

有种真爱不是我的

有些幸福不是我的 

Lost and Found

Lost it on the FRIDAY the 13th August

And,

Found it on the FRIDAY the 21st January

It's just the beginning of all.

2011's Resolution/Goals/Plans

It's the last year of my studies, but i hope it's my first year of long term stay here.

12 months in a year, 12 resolutions/goal/plans:

#1 January, another challenging month to be at SSC because of audit peak period. I hope I can meet whatever deadline as always. Explore new places. Meet new people. Maintain at least 1,3,5 workout day. Build 2/6 pacs. Plan for 14/2.

#2 February, happy ending at FSSC, wonderful start of new semester, fresh start of VUBC. And, a peaceful CNY without family by my side, maybe a small trip by myself for CNY(still considering). Get back to 1,2,3,5 workout day and increase my workout weight.

#3 March, concentrate on study, manage a stable financial position. Adding workout day becoming 1,2,3,5,6/7 and organise the schedule for each workout day.Dedicate more times with my Krazy frens and others as well.

#4 April, continuing 1,2,3,5,67 n build 4/6 pacs, Manage my studies and assignment time. Control my spending habit.check for flighy ticket. plan for homecoming trip.

#5 May, get back to 1,2,3,5 workout day and concentrate more on assignment and studies. Start revision. Get a new laptop perhaps this month. Increase weight.

#6 June, concentrate on exam preparation. Workout day maintain at 1,2,3,5/7 unless clash with exam on the next day. Have a memorable farewell to those who transfer to Aus. Work part time after exam.

#7 July, hopefully homecoming trip run smoothly. Exam result out and then new semester or i shall say last semester. Shall continue the last journey together with others who stay here. Dedicate more time with my frens. Get back to 1,2,3,5,6/7 workout day.

#8 August, all I want, ask, request, beg, hope, wish for this month is a miracle, a miracle I wait for a year.

#9 September, life continues if miracle doesnt happen and time to let it go if it doesnt happen. Assignment time, studies time for the last sem. Increase weight. Start to decide whether to stay or go back.

#10 Assignment and exam preparation. Back to 1,2,3,5. Firming the 4 pacs and start one the 5th and the 6th pacs. Most importantly visible, not under the fat anymore. Enjoy the rest of the time with fellow frens. Continue to think of the future.

#11, exam months and celebration of last paper. Get back to hometown after celebration.

#12, HOLIDAY month

2010 wrap-up session

This is responding to the post one the very 1st Jan 2010: http://storiesbehindem.blogspot.com/2010/01/2010-resolutions.html

#1 Study harder n play harder...lol
      Could've done better

#2 Snap more good pictures to be shared with everyone
      More opportunity to shoot. consider a good job for beginner

#3 Upgrade my lens n perhaps the Cam body

      Upgraded the lens not the camera

#4 Earn more money working at Marketing Dep and other part time as well
     Earned less at marketing dept but got the chance for an internship at sunway

#5 Be a better member of VUBC
      I hope I did

#6 Successfully help out with the VU Voice

      Helped, but EFFORT WAS WASTED!!!

#7 Maintain my body weight below 80kg
     Body weight still around there. But it doesnt matter already since im expecting muscle mass to
     increase

#8 Get more performance experience (dance) than 2009
      Dance with my fellow frens for the annual ball which is awesome!!!

#9 Get to know more dance kaki
      Ly, Sey, Nier, Yen, Yang, Qian, Don

#10 Facebook friends break 600
       This has gone further, it is now 705 ppl in  my fb

#11 Get myself a new laptop
       Soon, VERY SOON

#12 Improve in guitar, learn at least 1 song per month
       Interest on guitar slowly to fade out, it's time to pick up my guitar perhaps

#13 Get a group of best friends rather than a gf...lol im not ready for gf yet
       Yea right, I had a group of KRaZy frens!!

#14 Workout/exercise more as in 2008...or better than that...
       Start out pretty slow in the first half, but pick up the pace in the second half of the years due to
       Ms. Mystery and a new gym buddy then-Jay
      
#15 Talk more to my housemates... yea, we seldom talk n it's kinda weird and strange...
       50/50. Did talk but u know me, I DONT TALK MUCH

#16 A trip to island, can be pangkor/redang/ketam.... whatever... i just wan an island trip
       A simple trip in mid 2009

#17 Make my passport and have an oversea trip as well, im looking toward Bali, HK, Taiwan..
       Didn't get to do my passport... so...

#18 Back to hometown at least once besides CNY
       Yea, I did went back, for my sister's wedding else. (and not going back for 2011 CNY.)

#19 RESERVED TO BE USED IN THE FUTURE
       Did not use it. wasted

So that's it about my 2010 resolution sum up.2011 resolutions coming soon.

藏起来

把你眼中的尘埃 落向大海
旋转木马的小孩 摇摇摆摆 要离开
掌声喝采 祝你一路沿途愉快 带着幸福回来
有人相爱 有人夜里开车看海 天亮了就是未来
如果重来
把心藏起来 把梦藏起来 把你藏起来 把爱藏起来
把笑容藏起来 把泪藏起来 说bye bye

一切应该是安排 不是意外(没有意外)

过去现在 穿越整座城市醒来 没有人记得伤害
我们相爱 最后又分开 一个人的海
一片落叶能够走到多远未来
把心藏起来 把梦藏起来 把你藏起来 我们说bye bye
把笑容藏起来 把泪藏起来 说bye bye
Bye bye
旋转木马的小孩 摇摇摆摆