The Supposed-Final Sem

This Semester has been cra-zzz so far. like seriously. lotsa things happened. managed to handle some, but there's always something that nearly screw things up, (or they actually did) and it's that something that put a test on your ability, maturity. I think i failed the test in a way.

ok, while I'm stilll waiting for the freaking slow download here, lets continue a lil bit more...

Erm, what should I say? I'm here climbing up from every single fall, like a little kids, yes, I'm still a minor. Somehow, my face just don't fix my status as a minor, i know i know...

Ok back to the topic. Well, nothing can be more shocking with a pre-sem breaking news. I thought it will be my final semester. I was wrong. So wrong. thinking bout graduation without the original bunch of classmates could easily break me down, into parts. I've some friends who even ask me to be the photographer for the graduation that I will, for the time being, pass on. I... erm... I seriously thought that I will need to pass on that. I can't imagine myself breaking down in sad tear, instead of the original happy tears. And, i certainly don't want myself to see that side of me for another round. Yes, 1 round is enough.  Enough.

And, sometimes my determination/stubbornness could just easily kill me. It's really a life changing decision. And certainly got me into all sort of challenges that I could've expected and tackle with ease. But no, I thought I'm good in handling all the challenges. No, I was wrong again. If it wasn't my bunch of friends, I don't think I could get through all these, I don't think I could get this far. And, I deeply appreciate every single help, every one of you, You, YOU. Thank you. I believe I can give a return-favour when it's time.

Regret. Yes, I wouldn't deny that I actually feel regret with certain decision. But, turning it around, if it wasn't all these regretted decision, I wouldn't be any stronger like this. If it wasn't the major breaking, I wouldn't learn how to stand up strong. If it wasn't...

Not to forget, the shadow which accompany since August. =)

Lazy post

Lotsa happening in the pass few months, lotsa happiness, lots of tears, lotsa of disappointment, lotsa achievement.... 

My first marathon went pretty well. It was quite an accomplishment to run a half marathon for the first time. 

Move on, I had the first F in my studies life which is the most shameful of all. It was nobody fault but my own. Time management is a big issue. I played too much, indeed. 

And then, I finally back to my hometown. but didn't get to meet my high school friends at all due to time constraint.

And, I finally managed to get my passport done and had a wonderful short trip with my dearest friends. 

... lazy to type dy...  

I'm not good in talking and thus I try to write

Keep most of the things to yourself is certainly not a wise choice.

That's when all the misunderstandings come in. 

Holding back from crossing the border is meant to be done early,

Not when it's already over the board. 

Wish there's a time machine. Not for changing things, But for looking back to the old happy times.

Really want nothing but the happiness we used to share together. 

Regret. Not for making the mistake, but for the consequences of my mistake.

Really want nothing but to find back the missing pieces of puzzle.

Where did it go wrong between us, my friend?

Appreciate a true friend MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE, I do, I really do.

Worry

Frustrated

Break down

Heal

Pray

Hope

Respect

Accept

Move on

Welcome MacDonald

Finally MacDonald is born!!! see how beautiful my MacDonald....

She is already in jean wear on the first day. and im gonna get her some protection on the inside. xixilli or la senza leh??? or audrey? lol

Wrap up of the season

Time past real fast, it feels like I started my internship few days back, but it has already come to an end. So many happenings going on in these 2 months times. Too much to remember, too little to forget. Anyways, I had a great learning experience at Sunway FSSC. 

It's time to switch back to the uni life

爱

有种真爱不是我的

有些幸福不是我的 

Lost and Found

Lost it on the FRIDAY the 13th August

And,

Found it on the FRIDAY the 21st January

It's just the beginning of all.

2011's Resolution/Goals/Plans

It's the last year of my studies, but i hope it's my first year of long term stay here.

12 months in a year, 12 resolutions/goal/plans:

#1 January, another challenging month to be at SSC because of audit peak period. I hope I can meet whatever deadline as always. Explore new places. Meet new people. Maintain at least 1,3,5 workout day. Build 2/6 pacs. Plan for 14/2.

#2 February, happy ending at FSSC, wonderful start of new semester, fresh start of VUBC. And, a peaceful CNY without family by my side, maybe a small trip by myself for CNY(still considering). Get back to 1,2,3,5 workout day and increase my workout weight.

#3 March, concentrate on study, manage a stable financial position. Adding workout day becoming 1,2,3,5,6/7 and organise the schedule for each workout day.Dedicate more times with my Krazy frens and others as well.

#4 April, continuing 1,2,3,5,67 n build 4/6 pacs, Manage my studies and assignment time. Control my spending habit.check for flighy ticket. plan for homecoming trip.

#5 May, get back to 1,2,3,5 workout day and concentrate more on assignment and studies. Start revision. Get a new laptop perhaps this month. Increase weight.

#6 June, concentrate on exam preparation. Workout day maintain at 1,2,3,5/7 unless clash with exam on the next day. Have a memorable farewell to those who transfer to Aus. Work part time after exam.

#7 July, hopefully homecoming trip run smoothly. Exam result out and then new semester or i shall say last semester. Shall continue the last journey together with others who stay here. Dedicate more time with my frens. Get back to 1,2,3,5,6/7 workout day.

#8 August, all I want, ask, request, beg, hope, wish for this month is a miracle, a miracle I wait for a year.

#9 September, life continues if miracle doesnt happen and time to let it go if it doesnt happen. Assignment time, studies time for the last sem. Increase weight. Start to decide whether to stay or go back.

#10 Assignment and exam preparation. Back to 1,2,3,5. Firming the 4 pacs and start one the 5th and the 6th pacs. Most importantly visible, not under the fat anymore. Enjoy the rest of the time with fellow frens. Continue to think of the future.

#11, exam months and celebration of last paper. Get back to hometown after celebration.

#12, HOLIDAY month