Courage & Guts

Finally, I found the courage to blog about this.

Something real pissy happened in my life last couple days(not going into details). And, all these could have been avoided if I'm stronger and firm in what I am doing. Unfortunately, the softness side took over me, and apparently gave someone the opportunity to screw the whole thing out. After all, it's still my own fault for what had happened.

Anyways, I talk to someone, the "counsellor", I should named it here. And, it worked out pretty much to the level that I no longer hate the person who screwed things up, but lead me to understand the whole things was able to be controlled smoothly if I were and going to be "powerful" enough. It's indeed another great learning opportunity created personally for me and it's time to face what I couldn't face before.

I thank so much to the person who created this opportunity for me. And, it really showed me how weak I "was". When I accepted this challenge at the very beginning of the year, I already told myself I'm gonna give the best no matter what. But things aren't the way I thought they should be. Ain't easy in any way and I knew that.

So, what can I do now?

Hmmm.... Perhaps it's time to change that old little softy tyre to a Brand New Sparkling Firm Big tyre for extra miles!!! Good luck, Jo~~~

Who I Am: Facts about ME

I was chatting with fren last night when I suddenly thought of finding out what ppl think about me.

So, these are what I found out: (according to my fren)

•  He eat bread with cornflake=weird; I was like ok, normal ppl don't do that, I just like to mix things around, inlcuding food...lmao

• jo will suddenly say fuck when really pissed; well recently I do that that a lot, too many fck up thing happened. the word just come out without me noticing... 
• small eyes; ok that's pretty obvious

• jo cant remember ppl name so he will giv an adjective to describe a person; haha, this is so true, dont be surprise if I cant remember the names and start describe ppl like, short thin skinny, fat, plump.... lmao
• He blank out sometimes ( meeting/talking...)
• it seem like he's looking around and spot you, in fact he's just looking at the air; i know this is weird, but what for so busybody look at everyone and everything...lmao
• his food knowledge is really bad, as in bad B.A.D....

Ok, that's all I found out. I'll appreciate it a lot if you tell me what else you see in me that's weird or worth to be pointed out...I am on my way to find out more about myself... And, I need your help. Yes, it's you, im pointing at you.

Thanks.

Everything about May 24th

The day started off pretty well until it get to bloody hell mee ding... GOT REALLY PISSED OFF in the mee ding. Went to gym after that with whole body of fire to be realeased. After changing into sport wear, I directly head to the treadmill for a crazy marathon and BodyCombat class off course to blow off some fire. But, yet to finish after the nearly 2 hours of gym session. 

hmm... but something good happened. Ppl has been telling me that im losing some weight. But I wasnt sure. So, I got my ass up and head to the weighting machine after the shower. What a surprised!!! one month ago, I was struggling with my non-stop increasing weight until 85kg when i finally gave up to weight myself again. Such a shame. And now, it's 79.8kg... phewwwww..... 

GOOD JOB Joseph, keep it up! 

What's ur next target?

erm, I think shall be 75kg. yea, that's my best record in year 2008. Im gonna go for that now... YES I CAN!!

Bravo Joseph, u have been improving. 

haha....=)

ignore this part. I'm talking to myself. anyways I'm gonna end this by wishing my Sis a happy MArriage. And, I wish the baby look like me...lol

Failure Lead You All the Way to the Next Victory

Hmmm... I supposed this is another sad post from me... losing another photo contest...well if u pay enough attention to my facebook, u should know what is happening. It was a last minute entry though. One thing I am happy with is that I have a bunch of helpfull friends who actually "beg" for vote... HAHA... THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING ME. Appreciate it a lot.

Well, the voting actually haven end yet. 1 hour and 25 minutes to go. So, you still can vote for it. Miracle may happen. And I am hoping for it to happen now which seem almost impossible.

THE WOMAN

A REAL WOMAN LIVES HER DREAM

Special thanks to:

Jenny Chua- the model

Emmy Suyen- credit for the caption

All my friends who voted!

THANK YOU

Joseph C. aka storiesbehindem

Earth Hour 2010

Finally here is the full post of the Earth Hour 2010. This year EH was rather boring to me. There were activities going on as usual. And this year they brought in the Battle of Bands. Good sound system, bad performances, bad stage, crazy people, silly contest, lousy male MC. I conclude the whole thing as TOTAL MESS!!! They need to improve next year. The previous year EH was much better than this years'.  We have better performance, everyone having fun, sing along session (this year dont have)...

EARTH HOUR 2010 SUCK!!! booo....

But I managed to snap some pics. There u go... the photo session. Btw Im going to do a photo shooting for some contest soon. But I need time!!! Damn... Busy busy busy...

The Lady MC (Don't even bother to take the guy MC's pic...lol)

Performance; Battle of The Bands

"I feel so bad, I'm so sorry Mother Earth." 

Light Rays

Light Rays- Black and White Version

"I'm here to take pictures only, SO WHAT?"

The Audience

Sneak peak-EH 2010

Yea, I know EARTH HOUR is like one month ago, and I'm just started to process the pictures. Not too late though...hehe...

So here, i attached this pic as a sneak peak for my Earth Hour 2010 pictures. The beautiful girl inside the picture is Meerin. Got to know her that night through Jeff. She is really beautiful; natural beauty; simplest makeup; sweet; cute; not so short.... Ah, nearly perfect. Enjoy the picture.

Bubbly

 

 

I was eye-scanning through my harddisk and I found this pic. This was taken during the appreciation diner held at One World Hotel@OneU. The mall is great, big; dinner was awesome, full of choice. I'm not choosy on food, so it's not a big deal to me whether there's a lot of choices.  I eat, I full, I take pic and I happy. It was Indeed a crazy night for all of us; great ppl, great food, great moments. And, that's the way to appreciate our hard works on VU NIGHT 09 SUCCESS... yeah...

OK, now the pressure on me dy. Whether I can host it as successful as last year or even better or back to the not-so-successful night 2 yrs back. WILL SEE!!! wish me luck ppl...

Trying Out 2

Am I Attractive?

First of all, im gonna LOL at myself for being brave enough to ask this question---

AM I ATTRACTIVE?

LOL again....

ok now, there is reason why im asking this. And im gonna need your help to judge...

so, the story is like this.........

Once upon a time, there live a.... WTFFF!!! ok get into the matter...

Actually this happened at gym, where I am combating crazily in the studio with all bunch of crazy Combat fans. and there is this guy, keep looking at me during the break time... I know u guys gonna say, "u wouldnt know he's looking at you unless u also keep looking at him." common... it's just happened that i ternampak him looking at me during the break time after i turn around toward my position after having my drink... And, i continue to feel the stare front behind (btw he's at my 5 o'clock)... and the look/stare/whatever u gonna name it, continue during the conditioning track (last track of combat), where we'll be going to take the yoga mat from behind the studio. This time i look right into his eye when he stare at me. I dont know whether i should i call it stare or what. I just dont feel like this is a normal stare/look. LOL is this my own thought or AM I REALLY THAT ATTRACTIVE. and it last for 1 second...lol yea 1 second only. and i continuously see him around whenever i go... i went upstair the stretching area, he is there after like one min... after i settled everything on the way out of the gym, and at the water dispenser filling up my protein drink, he is there with the same kinda look... IT confused me now....

AM I SERIOUSLY THAT STARE-able/ATTRACTIVE or what????!!!!


why keep looking at me like that??? if wanna be friend then come on, just say hi to me lar. i wouldnt bite!!! i'll be happy to.... lol

of course the stare is not like this one--->

LOL
actually i tried to google up, but i cannot find any single pic that can describe the look/stare... it's a bit like acting cool kinda stare and, hiding sth inside kinda stare...

LOL IT SOUNDED SO GAY THAT I ACTUALLY ELABORATE THAT LONG

GOSH IM SO GAY TONIGHT!!! hehehehe....forgive me....


so, what do u think of all this situation???

Trying out

DOES IT LOOK BIGGER NOW? THE PIC?

comparing to previous pics