Story Behind 'em

The Supposed-Final Sem

2011-11-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

This Semester has been cra-zzz so far. like seriously. lotsa things happened. managed to handle some, but there's always something that nearly screw things up, (or they actually did) and it's that something that put a test on your ability, maturity. I think i failed the test in a way.

ok, while I'm stilll waiting for the freaking slow download here, lets continue a lil bit more...

Erm, what should I say? I'm here climbing up from every single fall, like a little kids, yes, I'm still a minor. Somehow, my face just don't fix my status as a minor, i know i know...

Ok back to the topic. Well, nothing can be more shocking with a pre-sem breaking news. I thought it will be my final semester. I was wrong. So wrong. thinking bout graduation without the original bunch of classmates could easily break me down, into parts. I've some friends who even ask me to be the photographer for the graduation that I will, for the time being, pass on. I... erm... I seriously thought that I will need to pass on that. I can't imagine myself breaking down in sad tear, instead of the original happy tears. And, i certainly don't want myself to see that side of me for another round. Yes, 1 round is enough. Enough.

And, sometimes my determination/stubbornness could just easily kill me. It's really a life changing decision. And certainly got me into all sort of challenges that I could've expected and tackle with ease. But no, I thought I'm good in handling all the challenges. No, I was wrong again. If it wasn't my bunch of friends, I don't think I could get through all these, I don't think I could get this far. And, I deeply appreciate every single help, every one of you, You, YOU. Thank you. I believe I can give a return-favour when it's time.

Regret. Yes, I wouldn't deny that I actually feel regret with certain decision. But, turning it around, if it wasn't all these regretted decision, I wouldn't be any stronger like this. If it wasn't the major breaking, I wouldn't learn how to stand up strong. If it wasn't...

Not to forget, the shadow which accompany since August. =)

Lazy post

2011-08-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

Lotsa happening in the pass few months, lotsa happiness, lots of tears, lotsa of disappointment, lotsa achievement....

My first marathon went pretty well. It was quite an accomplishment to run a half marathon for the first time.

Move on, I had the first F in my studies life which is the most shameful of all. It was nobody fault but my own. Time management is a big issue. I played too much, indeed.

And then, I finally back to my hometown. but didn't get to meet my high school friends at all due to time constraint.

And, I finally managed to get my passport done and had a wonderful short trip with my dearest friends.

... lazy to type dy...

I'm not good in talking and thus I try to write

2011-05-12T19:22:00.000+08:00

Keep most of the things to yourself is certainly not a wise choice.

That's when all the misunderstandings come in.

Holding back from crossing the border is meant to be done early,

Not when it's already over the board.

Wish there's a time machine. Not for changing things, But for looking back to the old happy times.

Really want nothing but the happiness we used to share together.

Regret. Not for making the mistake, but for the consequences of my mistake.

Really want nothing but to find back the missing pieces of puzzle.

Where did it go wrong between us, my friend?

Appreciate a true friend MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE, I do, I really do.

Worry

Frustrated

Break down

Heal

Pray

Hope

Respect

Move on

Welcome MacDonald

2011-03-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

Finally MacDonald is born!!! see how beautiful my MacDonald....

She is already in jean wear on the first day. and im gonna get her some protection on the inside. xixilli or la senza leh??? or audrey? lol

Wrap up of the season

2011-02-14T12:58:00.000+08:00

Time past real fast, it feels like I started my internship few days back, but it has already come to an end. So many happenings going on in these 2 months times. Too much to remember, too little to forget. Anyways, I had a great learning experience at Sunway FSSC.

It's time to switch back to the uni life

爱

2011-01-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

有种真爱不是我的

有些幸福不是我的

Lost and Found

2011-01-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

Lost it on the FRIDAY the 13th August

And,

Found it on the FRIDAY the 21st January

It's just the beginning of all.

2011's Resolution/Goals/Plans

2011-01-02T03:00:00.000+08:00

It's the last year of my studies, but i hope it's my first year of long term stay here.

12 months in a year, 12 resolutions/goal/plans:

#1 January, another challenging month to be at SSC because of audit peak period. I hope I can meet whatever deadline as always. Explore new places. Meet new people. Maintain at least 1,3,5 workout day. Build 2/6 pacs. Plan for 14/2.

#2 February, happy ending at FSSC, wonderful start of new semester, fresh start of VUBC. And, a peaceful CNY without family by my side, maybe a small trip by myself for CNY(still considering). Get back to 1,2,3,5 workout day and increase my workout weight.

#3 March, concentrate on study, manage a stable financial position. Adding workout day becoming 1,2,3,5,6/7 and organise the schedule for each workout day.Dedicate more times with my Krazy frens and others as well.

#4 April, continuing 1,2,3,5,67 n build 4/6 pacs, Manage my studies and assignment time. Control my spending habit.check for flighy ticket. plan for homecoming trip.

#5 May, get back to 1,2,3,5 workout day and concentrate more on assignment and studies. Start revision. Get a new laptop perhaps this month. Increase weight.

#6 June, concentrate on exam preparation. Workout day maintain at 1,2,3,5/7 unless clash with exam on the next day. Have a memorable farewell to those who transfer to Aus. Work part time after exam.

#7 July, hopefully homecoming trip run smoothly. Exam result out and then new semester or i shall say last semester. Shall continue the last journey together with others who stay here. Dedicate more time with my frens. Get back to 1,2,3,5,6/7 workout day.

#8 August, all I want, ask, request, beg, hope, wish for this month is a miracle, a miracle I wait for a year.

#9 September, life continues if miracle doesnt happen and time to let it go if it doesnt happen. Assignment time, studies time for the last sem. Increase weight. Start to decide whether to stay or go back.

#10 Assignment and exam preparation. Back to 1,2,3,5. Firming the 4 pacs and start one the 5th and the 6th pacs. Most importantly visible, not under the fat anymore. Enjoy the rest of the time with fellow frens. Continue to think of the future.

#11, exam months and celebration of last paper. Get back to hometown after celebration.

#12, HOLIDAY month

2010 wrap-up session

2010-12-31T17:07:00.000+08:00

This is responding to the post one the very 1st Jan 2010: http://storiesbehindem.blogspot.com/2010/01/2010-resolutions.html

#1 Study harder n play harder...lol
      Could've done better

#2 Snap more good pictures to be shared with everyone
      More opportunity to shoot. consider a good job for beginner

#3 Upgrade my lens n perhaps the Cam body

      Upgraded the lens not the camera

#4 Earn more money working at Marketing Dep and other part time as well
     Earned less at marketing dept but got the chance for an internship at sunway

#5 Be a better member of VUBC
      I hope I did

#6 Successfully help out with the VU Voice

      Helped, but EFFORT WAS WASTED!!!

#7 Maintain my body weight below 80kg
     Body weight still around there. But it doesnt matter already since im expecting muscle mass to
   increase

#8 Get more performance experience (dance) than 2009
      Dance with my fellow frens for the annual ball which is awesome!!!

#9 Get to know more dance kaki
      Ly, Sey, Nier, Yen, Yang, Qian, Don

#10 Facebook friends break 600
       This has gone further, it is now 705 ppl in my fb

#11 Get myself a new laptop
       Soon, VERY SOON

#12 Improve in guitar, learn at least 1 song per month
       Interest on guitar slowly to fade out, it's time to pick up my guitar perhaps

#13 Get a group of best friends rather than a gf...lol im not ready for gf yet
       Yea right, I had a group of KRaZy frens!!

#14 Workout/exercise more as in 2008...or better than that...
       Start out pretty slow in the first half, but pick up the pace in the second half of the years due to
   Ms. Mystery and a new gym buddy then-Jay

#15 Talk more to my housemates... yea, we seldom talk n it's kinda weird and strange...
       50/50. Did talk but u know me, I DONT TALK MUCH

#16 A trip to island, can be pangkor/redang/ketam.... whatever... i just wan an island trip
       A simple trip in mid 2009

#17 Make my passport and have an oversea trip as well, im looking toward Bali, HK, Taiwan..
   Didn't get to do my passport... so...

#18 Back to hometown at least once besides CNY
       Yea, I did went back, for my sister's wedding else. (and not going back for 2011 CNY.)

#19 RESERVED TO BE USED IN THE FUTURE
   Did not use it. wasted

So that's it about my 2010 resolution sum up.2011 resolutions coming soon.

藏起来

2010-12-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

把你眼中的尘埃落向大海
旋转木马的小孩摇摇摆摆要离开
掌声喝采祝你一路沿途愉快带着幸福回来
有人相爱有人夜里开车看海天亮了就是未来
如果重来
把心藏起来把梦藏起来把你藏起来把爱藏起来
把笑容藏起来把泪藏起来说bye bye

一切应该是安排不是意外(没有意外)

过去现在穿越整座城市醒来没有人记得伤害
我们相爱最后又分开一个人的海
一片落叶能够走到多远未来
把心藏起来把梦藏起来把你藏起来我们说bye bye
把笑容藏起来把泪藏起来说bye bye
Bye bye
旋转木马的小孩摇摇摆摆

爱之擦肩而过

2010-12-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

感觉对了

可我却什么都没做

就这样让她在面前飘过

满脑子的她

满脑子的烦恼

满脑子的思念

试过去忘记一切关于她的事

没想到却换来无尽的思念

试着放下所有的一切

可是却有种说不出的舍不得，不舍得

试着去解开那死结

反而越结越深

试着在人群中寻找那个唯一的她

却遭到一次次的失败

没想到

没想到恋上一个连名字都不晓得的陌生人

也是一种可能的事情

没想到

没想到一个和你什么关系都没有的陌生人

也能让你念得那么苦

他人说，不要放弃

他人说，继续寻找，继续渴望她的出现

可那残忍的现实，

那你我都无法否认的事实

却老老实实地摆在眼前

是上天的安排吗？

还是天真的我自找的麻烦？

这个擦肩而过的陌生人

你何时才会再次出现在我眼前？

Emo

2010-11-23T00:59:00.000+08:00

Emo post... read at your own risk.

Somehow something someone has reminded me of the XXX again. and the image of the XXX is still pretty clear in my mind now, surprisingly. i thought i can forget thing easily but i guess certain thing are meant to be remembered for a long long period. and my mind is currently flooded with every pic of the XXX. the forever smoking eyes.... im dieing for that!!!

I swear to god if he give me the chance to bump into her again, I WILL CONFESS to her straight away. oh well, that's how crazy I am. So, pls... Im still waiting for the moment.

Gonna stop here, else will turn real emo... ciao...

Miss you, I...

Surrender

2010-08-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

Surrender, originally uploaded by Storiesbehindem.

Do you surrender to problems?
Or you fight back every time you face a problem in your life?

I surrender to problems when it's something that is uncontrollable like "love". Most recent surrender from me would be letting go that special someone that I met, that special someone that get me crazy for almost a month, that special someone that mark down a remarkable history in my love story. That special someone left gym before I gather the courage to ask her name. Well, not gonna spinning around and around at this roundabout. It's time to get going.

And when do you fight back?No no, not physical fight back here. What i mean is stand up and face the problem. This need courage as well. Thing doesn't always as what you've planned. Problems come along with solution and then solution create another new problem. It keeps going on that way. Surrender is definitely no the way to solve problems.

Conclusion is--- SURRENDER smart or FIGHT BACK hard!

Smile

2010-08-29T01:54:00.002+08:00

Smile, originally uploaded by Storiesbehindem.

Even though it's colourless,
Even though the tasks are hard
Even though he is your enemy
Even though they don't like you
Even though you did something wrong

When it seem like nothing else can be done,
Put on your biggest asset- SMILE

Live you life with SMILE =)

July 31, 2010 A date with Katy Perry and Wonder Girls

2010-08-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

July 31th was a great day that mark down sth new, sth significant in my history.

~~"IT WAS THE DAY I GAVE MY FIRST TIME TO KATY PERRY AND WONDER GIRLS"~~

haha, I kept saying Katy Perry is awesome, and yea I wanna repeat it again, SHE IS AWESOME last night!! Finally I've experienced my first concert and WONDER GIRLS were few steps in front of me!!! COOLNESS! AWESOMENESS!!!

But I didn't enjoy to the max... it's all because "half of the world was turned off on me".

Journal of the day,July 18th

2010-07-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

I used to be the person who want a lot of things at once, Greedy-if u were to put them all in one word. For once, I was unable to distinguish what is the need and want even though I've study all these in econ. How silly a person can be when he over desire and turn out to become greedy and then everything become a dream and next the bubble burst in the split of second!

People always say it's good to dream blablabla... Yeap, agreed! How can one survive without dream! For me, to dream successfully, one must know how to control his/her dream. You're fail to live the dream if you let the dream to control you. I personally have been struggling to control all the "wants";dream;desires. So far so good I would say.

For once, I was obsessed with DSLR, lens, HTC Touch Pro 2-->Iphone 4-->HTC Desire-->BB Bold II and recently want to get a new laptop from Macbook Pro-->ASUS...... And thanks god to the "angle" for fighting all the "evil" thoughts inside me. Though I'm not sure when are the evils gonna make a return for revenge, but so far it has been well controlled. I no longer wan MBP, no longer crazy bout Canon EOS50D, lensss.... no longer wan BB... no longer want this and that. I thanks myself for the self control which has been well practiced for the past 7 years at least. It's hard especially when there's no one around you to control you when you get lost, what is left with you is the self control the self discipline.

Talking about self discipline, I know deeply that I've change a lot to some people. I know that I'm rude sometimes. I know that I'm lacking in emotional control. I'm struggling with it too, not that I don't know who I've becoming, what kind of person I've change. But I believe the "me" in me is still there. Maybe the new me is just a way to express the stress that i face recently, maybe it's just a temporary one, maybe i need time to adjust and have my so called "self control" back in practice. It's ok to make fun of how i've change, it's ok to say i'm rude, it's ok to throw the words back on me.... im ok with everything anything unless I've totally change to another person which is impossible. Give me time, I'm fighting both the greedy side and the evil side of me... i need some times! Sorry to those who I create disappointment to, hurt with words.... Another apologize to myself for losing my pure side... I'm gonna get it back no matter what's the cost.

To Do List

2010-06-26T02:03:00.000+08:00

I hereby officially announced the end of Semester 3. Hope I've did well enough to get through to Sem 4. By that, I mean the exam. Anyways, Sem 3 started off with a pretty well. I was about to reject the responsibility in the club but sth hold me back and tell me that this is the chance to show who I am, and how capable I am in doing thing. So, I accepted the challenge. How challenging of the responsibility that I didn't notice has then almost drag me down to the ground. But, there is always ways to keep myself motivated and I'm glad I did. There were a lot of mistakes as I'm virgin in this kinda of task (virgin enough to use the "virgin" word... lmao) That's how people learn, from mistakes... "Mistake guide you through success- Joseph C." lol

Others than that, I'm gonna admit and agree with the lecturers. They have warned us at the end of sem 2 that SEM 3 is gonna be different, BIG BIG different in fact. Yea, different enough to make me few terrible throughout the whole sem. Things were just somehow different compared to sem 1 n sem 2. They are nothing indeed, to be compared to sem 3. Assignment after assignment, class after class, research after research, presentation after presentation (reserved to be used at the end of sem 4) and of course slacking after slacking. It's all about time management. It's like playing plants vs zombies... One after another before I managed to kill em all!! hmm, btw i finish playing the game within one days, all the level... haha, so proud of myself. hehe

Besides studies, I have few trips: KL Tower Trip, ha i know it sound pathetic, but it was fun at least. Also, I have my first outstation working trip to Melaka. Oww... this was the best job I've ever had so far. I have a queen size bed for me alone at Holiday Inn, sea view from my unit. And them we had food, food, food, and food. Tried nonya, then cendol, chicken rice and some restaurant!! After the outstation job, I stop working temporarily to cope with my studies. And, I am now back to work again... Weeeeheeee... WORK=MONEY=MBP

Actually, I have the second thought of getting PC instead of Mac due to the price. There are so many thing I have to consider in getting a MBP. First, of course the price, after getting that, I'm sure I have to ikat perut dy. Next, talking about switching from PC to Mac is not an easy task, talking about the operating system, thinking about the software problem, also the Photoshop problem.... haiz... I wonder I will end up with a Mac.

FIFAFIFAFIFAFIFAFIFAFIFAFIFAFIFAFIFAFIFA.... FIFA fever on the go... waiting for next match. Chile vs Spain. I hope Chile win lol...

Anyways, after dragging so much on SEM 3 review, i shall start the to do list post...

1. Clean the floor--- checked
2. Clean my ipod--- checked
3. Clear my notes--- checked
4. Organize the Poster Photoshooting album
5. Organize everything in my computer
6. Target earning RM400, 80 working hours in 3 week times
7. New pillow
8. Monday, 1 hr of Zumba n 1 hr of Combat; Abs, chest, back,
9. Tuesday, 1 hr of hip hop; Abs, chest, thigh, arm
10. Wednesday, 1 hr of Combat; Abs chest, back
11. Thursday, free
12, Friday, 1 hr of hip hop; Abs, chest, arm, back

Hope the workout plan goes smoothly and looking forward to reach 78kg before sem 4 commence.

Damn, there is so many things that i wanna buy, laptop, protein, earphone.... haiz...

ciao....

18sx

2010-06-13T03:02:00.001+08:00

Well, 18sx here...Nah!!! it's not so 18sx lar. Anyways, this happened some days ago. I was on the way walking to the campus and there were 2 ladies in front of me walking slowly and blocking the godamn narrow pathway! It was not a bit deal anyways with that part. What matter is that they are holding their hand, sorry to say that I actually look in detail, and yea they were holding hand by finger cross finger that type. The first think appeared in my head was ok never mind, this are what girls do, little childish game. It somehow annoyed me though. So I found the opportunity to bypass them and headed to the soya stall and bought my usual MJ. Unfortunately, when I was about to leave the stall the two ladies appeared in front of me again. Again, in same "condition", happily swinging their two closely-sucked-together palms, act as no one is around. Hah! Sweat!!! The weather is already hot plus the extra temperature from the "free show" in front of me, I got even sweaty at the back. I'm like if u wanna do that pls at least be discreet and keep it to yourselves. Be Monogamous k! Lol One more encounter like this, even worse than this one! It happened at the uni, the common area when students hang out for studies, assignment.... So me and my groupmates were busying with our assignment. Opposite me one seat to the left was this girl sitting there doing her school work, whatever it is! Not until the gf come, yea it's gf, you know what I mean. The show started since then! Well it all started with the some little hugging, and I thought, again it may be something all girls can freely do with their frens. But thing get even moreExcited when there were close actions, well by close action I really mean CLOSE. You know what I meant, don't you. Haha... One of my fren eventually left the scene, but the others remained. They even spot the really close actions scene where I don't even dare to raise my head to see lor. I was told there were lotsa 18sx scenes! Anyways, the msg that I wanna pass on through this post is that BE MONOGAMOUS all the lbgt. Even though I'm ok with it, well to a certain level, but there are still a lot of people who cannot accept it. It's the fact. And I'm not here to say they are wrong. They are just another human species which is growing nowadays (based on my research 2 years ago). Continuation to the story, I also met guys who holdig hand. But I can 100% accept that, cause they are bangla. It's their tradition. I don't know why but it is their thing since long ago. I hereby announce the end of this 18sx post.

Lil Chick

2010-06-10T23:09:00.001+08:00

Lil Chick 2, originally uploaded by Storiesbehindem.

This little chick is cute, beautiful and sweet!!! I did the best I can to save this picture from its original over exposure piece... hmm... don't wanna waste it just to dump into the recycle bin... there u go...

Today is considered as the unproductive day... went to uni to study, but didn't manage to get into the study mode much, all because of GLEE, ALEJANDRO!!!! lol... so much laughter, so much fun...

Had Subway and Sushi king for dinner... and gosh J pull it off just as perfect as Bass... i mean the suspender...lol going to try it out next time!

The Pathway

2010-06-10T11:46:00.001+08:00

The Pathway, originally uploaded by Storiesbehindem.

Weeheee!!! Finally come out with another HDR after the long break of doing HDR.... Picture was taken during the KL Tower Trip in raw.

Colourful pathway toward success. Hmm.... is it always that colourful? To me, sometimes it's as dark as the charcoal. But, who cares it's dark or colourless... as long as you enjoy along the journey and learn from ur surrounding...

the iBitches

2010-06-08T16:09:00.000+08:00

I have enough for the MacBook Pro dy. And now comes the iPhone 4!!!

i HATE YOU all the iBitches!!!

i LOVE YOU all the iBitches!!!

Whatever~~~ no money no talk!

Why do most BF dont like their GF's ex

2010-06-07T03:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... I was chatting with fren, well ex gf actually, on msn. She is not a computer person, but has been online quite often lately. So, we were chatting about this n that. Then suddenly she came out with the question

"Why do most BF do not like their GF's ex?"

My answer was...

"Because it's the matter of securing their current position".... which is so true for those who lack of confident. After that she continue to ask why need to secure as she still don't get it. Well this happened in her current relationship whereby her bf don't like me. This is kinda sad for her actually, and god know she don't like that too. But, she can't do anything besides explaining.

So, after all that, I told her she might just as well let it be, it's not up to her to change his perception toward me anyways. Rather, it's him to control whatever feeling toward me. So, instead of risking to save me a lil bit in this situation, it would be better she work on building up their confident in their current condition. And, I knew they did pretty well so far.

So, I was then jokingly ask whether I can add him up in FB though I know the appropriate way would be not to. Anyways, comes her response "better not to" as expected. haha So, that way I ended this topic with her.

I'm kind of miss her now. After all, the 400 days with her was such a memory of a lifetime. I miss her sushi, her maggi mee style, her smile, her tears, her voice, her short hair, her long hair, her small lil palm which share a lil bit of my palm's sweat, her...............................................................

Back to May when I returned hometown for my Sis's wedding......

I was looking at all the home deco that I used to take care of in the TV set cabinet, and I found the section where I kept quite a number of the belongings during the sweet time with her. That reminds me of so many pictures when we were together. Hmm... I seriously do keep some, well not all, of the things that she gave me... including some of the most memorable lil things: the little turtle, the keychain that she made for me, though it's not in its perfect shape dy... the half of the black n white pig.... hmm...

I doubt she will read on this, but if you do, SW, may I know, do you still keep all the things that I gave u? just out of curious

Anyways, best of luck to you both.

A lil bit about ME in one Pic

2010-06-06T15:14:00.000+08:00

Got Myself Booked

2010-06-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

Oh yea, it was a good news.

I was having study group at uni when suddenly my phone rang...

MJ: Hi, my dear, it's M here.

Jo: Hi, Miss...

MJ: My dear, are u free to work....on...(I was like oh no, pls dont state a date during my exam period) on... 19 th June?

Jo: Oh no, Miss... my last exam paper will be on 24th June

MJ: oh, how bout weekend from 26th June onward?

Jo: erm, that case, can Miss...

MJ: Ok, I put u on the list year, dear.

Jo: ok, sure...

MJ: u can work right after exam, weekdays?

Jo: yea, Im not going back (laughing inside, im waiting you to say this, so that i can earn more)... ok Miss that one I'll confirm with you again.

MJ: Ok, thanks...bye....

Jo: thanks bye...

OH YEAH!!! GOT JOB mean GOT MONEY, GOT MONEY mean I CAN BUY THINGSSSSS!!!

today is weird... before this call, there's another staff at VU MBA, which I know through marketing asking me whether I can work or not... haha, but this one is only a 3 hours job, which mean only RM15, sumore different department. So kinda mafan... and I turn it down...

HEHE... money money come!!!

Nightmare on Cheras-Kajang Street---It's for the GIRL

2010-06-03T23:03:00.001+08:00

We were sitting in the car on the way to Betty's Midwest Kitchen at Aman Suria when the radio dj was talking about the sad accident that happen at Cheras Kajang Highway. In case u still don't know the whole story, read it here.It was so sad that the witness (guy) cannot do anything to help the girl after BHP fellows refused to help!! WTF. If I were the guy, this will like stuck in my head forever.

After ordering the foods, one of my frens was like asking each others whether we hear the news on the radio (we went in separate car). Then the comments came in....blablalbalblblalba.... hmmm Why it is the girl to bear the cost of another car speeding!!! WHY???? LIFE IS UNFAIR!!! and it will always be... so, watch out ppl.

THINK OF OTHERS LIFE ON THE ROAD. DON'T BE SO SELFISH!!!

Math-->CACAT-ed

2010-06-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... I was doing my revision question on PFP, personal financial planning, in case u don't know. and I arrived at this question, asking about the interest rate.

So the calculation is sth like this:

(1 + i) to the power of 5= 5
i = ???

such an easy question and yet I cannot solve!!! wth is happening to my math??? aaarrrgghhhh (bang the wall)

My dinner:
Today I decided to DIY my dinner again. After months of boycotting bread, I finally back to bread again. So the recipe is as below:

1) Keropok Roll inspired by my Cornflake Rolls
-ingredient- bread and keropok, any keropok will do
-method- take a piece of bread, and put some keropok at one side of the bread surface (not too much). Then, you can start rolling the bread together with the keropok in it. Make sure you put enough pressure for the bread to be able to hold the keropok tight.. Ok, you're done.

2) Corns Rolls
-everything is the same except using corns for this one.Make sure u use the ready-to-be-eaten corn rather than the corn for chicken...LOL

Enjoys,
Chef Joseph.

Anticipation of the Estimation on the Expectation

2010-05-29T18:07:00.000+08:00

What a topic title there! LOL

Anyways, I'm just gonna say, things get weird recently and same goes to me and also the weather. First of all the weather is real weird recently. This is not supposed to be the raining season, but rain come to report itself every afternoon. Yesterday was freaking heavy, together with lightning and thunderstorm. The thunderstorm was one of the strongest I've ever heard in my life so far. It was damn loud and scaring. To be honest, I was shocked by the sudden thunder. lmao

Second part it's gonna talk about me. I think I am ADDICTED to Starbucks. I've no idea whether this is a good thing or bad things. Depends on how I put it in my mind actually.

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...my room has just caught in bloody full of rain water
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oh GOD, this is BADDDD!!!!.... stupid rain... took me 20 mins to clear all the water!!!F

anyways, lets continue with the starbucks. yea, I am really addicted to it, the frappuccino, grean tea frapuccino is awesome too, tried it last night. well good thing is that i got to enjoy the super awesome environment and the coffee, together with the faster-than-my-home-broadband connection. Bad thing will of course be my deeply bleeded pocket!!! haha... anyhow, I enjoy studying there, doing my research....blablabla,,, and sometimes stalk on ppl around, which is pretty much my thing before. I used to be an observer, just in case you don't know.

Ciao... gonna see how my room dy...

The Habit

2010-05-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm... I have this habit of repeating song and I can go real crazy until hours of repeating. This happened normally when I found the song that's really worth repeating (don't really know how to define the worthiness of a song to be repeated, depends on mood). It can be recommendation from friends or I found it on youtube. I'll then download and start the REPEATING. lol.

I just can get bored of listening to the same song for hours!!! crazy me.... whatever you call it.

Currently I'm repeating on the song "Officially Missing You-Tamia". Was once get to know this song from a video on youtube. It's not the Tamia cover though. Was sung by korean twin sister, Janice and Sonia. Btw, they are real chun!!! so talented and leng!!! nearly perfect. But, no one is perfect right. hehe...

Enjoying the song now... I think it repeat for nearly 2 hours dy. haha.. ciao...

Courage & Guts

2010-05-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Finally, I found the courage to blog about this.

Something real pissy happened in my life last couple days(not going into details). And, all these could have been avoided if I'm stronger and firm in what I am doing. Unfortunately, the softness side took over me, and apparently gave someone the opportunity to screw the whole thing out. After all, it's still my own fault for what had happened.

Anyways, I talk to someone, the "counsellor", I should named it here. And, it worked out pretty much to the level that I no longer hate the person who screwed things up, but lead me to understand the whole things was able to be controlled smoothly if I were and going to be "powerful" enough. It's indeed another great learning opportunity created personally for me and it's time to face what I couldn't face before.

I thank so much to the person who created this opportunity for me. And, it really showed me how weak I "was". When I accepted this challenge at the very beginning of the year, I already told myself I'm gonna give the best no matter what. But things aren't the way I thought they should be. Ain't easy in any way and I knew that.

So, what can I do now?

Hmmm.... Perhaps it's time to change that old little softy tyre to a Brand New Sparkling Firm Big tyre for extra miles!!! Good luck, Jo~~~

Who I Am: Facts about ME

2010-05-26T14:03:00.000+08:00

I was chatting with fren last night when I suddenly thought of finding out what ppl think about me.

So, these are what I found out: (according to my fren)

He eat bread with cornflake=weird; I was like ok, normal ppl don't do that, I just like to mix things around, inlcuding food...lmao

jo will suddenly say fuck when really pissed; well recently I do that that a lot, too many fck up thing happened. the word just come out without me noticing...
small eyes; ok that's pretty obvious

jo cant remember ppl name so he will giv an adjective to describe a person; haha, this is so true, dont be surprise if I cant remember the names and start describe ppl like, short thin skinny, fat, plump.... lmao
He blank out sometimes ( meeting/talking...)
it seem like he's looking around and spot you, in fact he's just looking at the air; i know this is weird, but what for so busybody look at everyone and everything...lmao
his food knowledge is really bad, as in bad B.A.D....

Ok, that's all I found out. I'll appreciate it a lot if you tell me what else you see in me that's weird or worth to be pointed out...I am on my way to find out more about myself... And, I need your help. Yes, it's you, im pointing at you.

Thanks.

Everything about May 24th

2010-05-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

The day started off pretty well until it get to bloody hell mee ding... GOT REALLY PISSED OFF in the mee ding. Went to gym after that with whole body of fire to be realeased. After changing into sport wear, I directly head to the treadmill for a crazy marathon and BodyCombat class off course to blow off some fire. But, yet to finish after the nearly 2 hours of gym session.

hmm... but something good happened. Ppl has been telling me that im losing some weight. But I wasnt sure. So, I got my ass up and head to the weighting machine after the shower. What a surprised!!! one month ago, I was struggling with my non-stop increasing weight until 85kg when i finally gave up to weight myself again. Such a shame. And now, it's 79.8kg... phewwwww.....

GOOD JOB Joseph, keep it up!

What's ur next target?

erm, I think shall be 75kg. yea, that's my best record in year 2008. Im gonna go for that now... YES I CAN!!

Bravo Joseph, u have been improving.

haha....=)

ignore this part. I'm talking to myself. anyways I'm gonna end this by wishing my Sis a happy MArriage. And, I wish the baby look like me...lol

Failure Lead You All the Way to the Next Victory

2010-05-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... I supposed this is another sad post from me... losing another photo contest...well if u pay enough attention to my facebook, u should know what is happening. It was a last minute entry though. One thing I am happy with is that I have a bunch of helpfull friends who actually "beg" for vote... HAHA... THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING ME. Appreciate it a lot.

Well, the voting actually haven end yet. 1 hour and 25 minutes to go. So, you still can vote for it. Miracle may happen. And I am hoping for it to happen now which seem almost impossible.

THE WOMAN

A REAL WOMAN LIVES HER DREAM

Special thanks to:

Jenny Chua- the model

Emmy Suyen- credit for the caption

All my friends who voted!

THANK YOU

Joseph C. aka storiesbehindem

Earth Hour 2010

2010-04-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

Finally here is the full post of the Earth Hour 2010. This year EH was rather boring to me. There were activities going on as usual. And this year they brought in the Battle of Bands. Good sound system, bad performances, bad stage, crazy people, silly contest, lousy male MC. I conclude the whole thing as TOTAL MESS!!! They need to improve next year. The previous year EH was much better than this years'. We have better performance, everyone having fun, sing along session (this year dont have)...

EARTH HOUR 2010 SUCK!!! booo....

But I managed to snap some pics. There u go... the photo session. Btw Im going to do a photo shooting for some contest soon. But I need time!!! Damn... Busy busy busy...

The Lady MC (Don't even bother to take the guy MC's pic...lol)

Performance; Battle of The Bands

"I feel so bad, I'm so sorry Mother Earth."

Light Rays

Light Rays- Black and White Version

"I'm here to take pictures only, SO WHAT?"

The Audience

Sneak peak-EH 2010

2010-04-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

Yea, I know EARTH HOUR is like one month ago, and I'm just started to process the pictures. Not too late though...hehe...

So here, i attached this pic as a sneak peak for my Earth Hour 2010 pictures. The beautiful girl inside the picture is Meerin. Got to know her that night through Jeff. She is really beautiful; natural beauty; simplest makeup; sweet; cute; not so short.... Ah, nearly perfect. Enjoy the picture.

Bubbly

2010-04-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

I was eye-scanning through my harddisk and I found this pic. This was taken during the appreciation diner held at One World Hotel@OneU. The mall is great, big; dinner was awesome, full of choice. I'm not choosy on food, so it's not a big deal to me whether there's a lot of choices. I eat, I full, I take pic and I happy. It was Indeed a crazy night for all of us; great ppl, great food, great moments. And, that's the way to appreciate our hard works on VU NIGHT 09 SUCCESS... yeah...

OK, now the pressure on me dy. Whether I can host it as successful as last year or even better or back to the not-so-successful night 2 yrs back. WILL SEE!!! wish me luck ppl...

Trying Out 2

2010-04-05T23:36:00.001+08:00

Am I Attractive?

2010-04-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

First of all, im gonna LOL at myself for being brave enough to ask this question---

AM I ATTRACTIVE?

LOL again....

ok now, there is reason why im asking this. And im gonna need your help to judge...

so, the story is like this.........

Once upon a time, there live a.... WTFFF!!! ok get into the matter...

Actually this happened at gym, where I am combating crazily in the studio with all bunch of crazy Combat fans. and there is this guy, keep looking at me during the break time... I know u guys gonna say, "u wouldnt know he's looking at you unless u also keep looking at him." common... it's just happened that i ternampak him looking at me during the break time after i turn around toward my position after having my drink... And, i continue to feel the stare front behind (btw he's at my 5 o'clock)... and the look/stare/whatever u gonna name it, continue during the conditioning track (last track of combat), where we'll be going to take the yoga mat from behind the studio. This time i look right into his eye when he stare at me. I dont know whether i should i call it stare or what. I just dont feel like this is a normal stare/look. LOL is this my own thought or AM I REALLY THAT ATTRACTIVE. and it last for 1 second...lol yea 1 second only. and i continuously see him around whenever i go... i went upstair the stretching area, he is there after like one min... after i settled everything on the way out of the gym, and at the water dispenser filling up my protein drink, he is there with the same kinda look... IT confused me now....

AM I SERIOUSLY THAT STARE-able/ATTRACTIVE or what????!!!!

why keep looking at me like that??? if wanna be friend then come on, just say hi to me lar. i wouldnt bite!!! i'll be happy to.... lol

of course the stare is not like this one--->

LOL
actually i tried to google up, but i cannot find any single pic that can describe the look/stare... it's a bit like acting cool kinda stare and, hiding sth inside kinda stare...

LOL IT SOUNDED SO GAY THAT I ACTUALLY ELABORATE THAT LONG

GOSH IM SO GAY TONIGHT!!! hehehehe....forgive me....

so, what do u think of all this situation???

Trying out

2010-04-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

DOES IT LOOK BIGGER NOW? THE PIC?

comparing to previous pics

Outdated Post- CNY 2010

2010-04-02T23:50:00.006+08:00

Has been very busy all this while. And now, my mid sem break has just started and i decided to update my blog, FINALLY!

This post is about CNY 2010 as per title. This year CNY was boring as last year. It seem like every year is getting boring and borier to me. I keep hoping it's gonna be different but the God of CNY never listen to me. lol... But I'm quite sure next year is definitely gonna be different as my family would be transformed and new members are gonna joined in, and im gonna take over another title for the first time in my life. So, Im pretty sure it's gonna be different, at least sth fresh.

Besides Mahjong-ing and eat and rest and watching tv show, basically nth is done during CNY. Visited one house only. lol... so damn no CNY mood lor like that. But no choice, no ppl to visit, all the rich uncle and auntie aint staying at hometown.

Conclusion- BORING CNY...boooooooooo

Here, I present u some pic taken during the second day of CNY when the lion visit us.

The Challenging Lion

Searching for the angpao

Preparing the jump

Ahhhhhhhhhh......I see you... Raorrrrr

Got it!!!

SEM 3 started

2010-03-07T22:55:00.002+08:00

It's time to back to uni after long long summer break. It's currently week 3 of SEM 3 already n yet I feel like everything has just started. Uni works started getting on, assignment been thrown to us one by one, slowly tests coming, then adding on with the club activities n my part time job at marketing, I wonder if I can cope with all these! Seriously! And i know deep inside that I'm gonna find a way to go thru this hectic live of Uni.

What have I done all these while? hmm... let's see.

earned the biggest salary in my parttime life- checked!

keep on shooting more pics n post it- unchecked =(

First time ever having my bday celebration at outstation+ a group of crazy indon frens and marketing stuffs+ a bonus of PRANK- checked! this is when i ashamed myself with my happy tear coz really never expect anything for bday. It's just like a normal day to me that I never celebrate with frens b4. No one will bother about it besides my family last time. That explain why I've been so emotional when it's just a simplest-ever celebration in others eyes. I really appreciate it a lot!! it mean a lot to me. thanks

Gain more weight- checked! well I don't need this to be checked actually. but let me tell you a little bit on how I gained all those unwanted fats! It all came from LUNCHES!!! all this while working at marketing I've started to gain weight in an unexpected way. Well, u know... I have to eat my proper meal-lunch, everyday coz cant work with empty stomach. normal time actually I dont have proper meal as I know my body cant stand all those proper meals. In others words, I gain weight easily even only small portions. So... lunch almost everyday for 2 mths. That became worst when I cut down my workout session at gym after all day long of working hours. So, what can be worst in this situation. Well I gained some-money, and loss some-body weight hike up! DAMN!

First hiking ever- checked!

start getting more song added on in my guitar- learned list (though it's simple song)- checked!

First time ever buying CNY shirts using my own money from parttime- checked!

Meet back some high school frens- checked!

Have the least angpao CNY ever- checked! getting old dy. no more angpao...

ok that's all for the moment... getting bored in typing more...lol

Broga Hill 020210 Part III

2010-02-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm back for broga part III. Actually I aldready uploaded the pictures on my Flickr and FB. Here are some sneak peak of the package...

Do click on the link for more...

THE END
Broga Hill

Broga Hill 020210 Part II

2010-02-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

Has been a while since last broga post. All this while im traveled around for cny thingi. Also, not to forget to mention about this VU Voices Newsletter task. Finally im done with it! Hurrah!! Here I am, as promise, to upload some more Broga pictures.

The Texture

Temple Field

Hillicious Tree

The Grrraaaass

Divider in Between

*Stay tuned for part 3*

Broga Hill 020210

2010-02-04T21:18:00.003+08:00

It was a sudden decision on 010210 night to hike up Broga Hill in the next few hours. After confirmed the adventure, I was like quickly preparing my photography stuffs, charge battery, make sure memory enough... then I started googled up Broga Hill pic posted by ppl who conquered it before. Few minutes after i started google up... guess what happened...INTERNET DISCONNECTED, FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT till morning 5 minutes before departure from home. DAMN IT!!! FML. So that's it. was hoping can get some inspiration from others' photoshooting bt ended up like that. ok then departed from my place at about 3.45am

Started hiking up at about 5am. and thanks god to my so called improper yet satisfying workout/exercise at gym, i faced nearly zero problem hiking up to the peak. well small problem like leg muscle aching is always there, sumore i just done my extreme workout 2 days before the hiking day. Muscle still in recovery mode.

Halfway thru the girls were like almost giving up for the peak's peak which we called it "CNY bonus peak-The 4th Peak"....lol the name was actually came from another indian gang when we reached the 3rd peak n were about to go for the Bonus peak.

CNY BONUS PEAK- THE PEAK's PEAK

After the tough decision from the girls we managed to step on the real PEAK!!! congrat to everyone who make it to the Bonus Peak. that's the purpose of hiking actually- to reach the PEAK, the peak's PEAK!!!

CLOUD PAINTED IN RED

These are the pic that I managed to process so far. More to go either in facebook or blog n Flickr. STAY TUNED

Gone Naked in Public

2010-01-19T00:00:00.003+08:00

0% image processing beside adjusting the contrast!!!

"The Purple-ish Flower"
that what I named it
lol
coz i dont know what flower is that
anyone know?

Gone naked in public?
yea
Exposing the purple-ish harmonizing body
That is how beautiful it is,
Only when it gone naked in public

The Beauty of~~

2010-01-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

The beauty of Saxophone
The Power of Music Instrument
Bringing out one of the best music, for all of us
Appreciate it, Like it, Love it, whatever!

stay tuned for more picture

The Show Guy

2010-01-17T13:43:00.003+08:00

Another picture today which was also taken during Xmas time... there was some show at the pyramid concourse and so ngam that my camera was by my side... a great opportunity for event photography... heading to pyramid for CNY event shooting in a while...

Back with some pic!!!

2010-01-16T20:29:00.003+08:00

Pic were taken during Xmas period...

hope u guys like it!!!

2010 Resolutions

2010-01-01T13:44:00.002+08:00

#1 Study harder n play harder...lol
#2 Snap more good pictures to be shared with everyone
#3 Upgrade my lens n perhaps the Cam body
#4 Earn more money working at Marketing Dep and other part time as well
#5 Be a better member of VUBC
#6 Successfully help out with the VU Voice
#7 Maintain my body weight below 80kg
#8 Get more performance experience (dance) than 2009
#9 Get to know more dance kaki
#10 Facebook friends break 600
#11 Get myself a new laptop
#12 Improve in guitar, learn at least 1 song per month
#13 Get a group of best friends rather than a gf...lol im not ready for gf yet
#14 Workout/exercise more as in 2008...or better than that...
#15 Talk more to my housemates... yea, we seldom talk n it's kinda weird and strange...
#16 A trip to island, can be pangkor/redang/ketam.... whatever... i just wan an island trip
#17 Make my passport and have an oversea trip as well, im looking toward Bali, HK, Taiwan...
#18 Back to hometown at least once besides CNY
#19 RESERVED TO BE USED IN THE FUTURE

That's all... 19 new year resolutions in total (as equal to my age, 19)... Btw i will be blog less n lesser as i sense my life will be busy n busier... so.... GOOD LUCK to everyone n myself in 2010...

~After so long~

2009-12-08T03:14:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since my last blog. All this while I was either busy with continuous tasks or do not have the initiative/courage to blog! Most of the time I was really busy with university's workload- vu night preparation, assignment then exam!! (before holiday)
what bout after exam?? Lol continued with a 10 days rest and followed by an after exam vacation with frens to Langkawi. This was actually my first trip with frens. A lot of happenings along the trip, good things, bad things all happened! And I got myself drunk on the last night of vacation! Im very lousy in drinking actually! Started with Hoegarden, kampai, then chivas, and Malibu! Impossible not to get drunk as a lousy drinker like me! The funniest thing is my fren got drunk with only one n a half bottle of kampai...lol! Thanks to all my frens for memorable trip we havd together. And my blessing to Emmy to recover real soon...

And finally it's theast month of the year-december! I like December! But somehow I hate it in the sense that I'm getting older this month! But I like it still. Lol sound confusing right.. Hehe. Well I started off my December by getting myself working as student helper at marketing department at my university in part time basis. The paid is quite indeed. But it definitely worth the experience.

Besides, I've just finished attending my friend's wedding last Sunday. At the same time it was my first experience shooting a wedding event!!! All the louis pang wedding photo came to my mind! How much I wish I was him that I can help my fren take great wedding pic! Anyway I've tried my best with my limited accessories! All I can say is nothing is easy! Same to wedding shooting! Time is a real important factor, followed by skills, angle, the use of light....etc. I'm on my way of processing all those pic... Hopefully I can come out with some great pic! Might do an album if got enough great pic! Wish me luck!

HIHI I'm Back,,,actually not

2009-10-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

SORRY... BLOG DIED AT THE MOMENT

3Bs

BIJI

BIZI

BUSY

The Interior Deco

2009-09-13T00:07:00.004+08:00

Back to 08082009, pictures were taken during friend's birthday party at Tropicana. All rich people stay there. all different designed estate, cake house, castle, and some weird designed house. Every house is like competing with each other. big n bigger, beautiful to weird design, house to like hutan. lol...people are weird in their creativity... anyway, these are my friend's house, the interior deco... again n always, HDR..hehe, BUT, poor 1 this time around, need more practice.

The Experience

2009-09-02T01:23:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm back to blog. At first I was still lazy to update my blog, but there was a force keep pushing me to blog before I forget about everything that happen in the past 5 days...

It started with the late wednesday night call from michelle- the one who recruit us for the event. Then, the next day we attend the training at MV. It was a rushing afternoon where we were been told to arrive at 5.30 but we still stuck in the traffic jam at 5.29. Most ppl were late anyway....lol... we continue with a long long briefings at the meetings about how the event is going to be run plus some enfagrow lecture...DHL, triple protection guard, those kind of lectures...
*wasted 70 bucks for a black sneaker purposely for the job"

1st day of the event was kinda alright to me... they allocated me at the music section... start with the introduction to my partner, chai yuin n jun yen... kinda suck in remembering chinese name... 3rd day onward only i start to remember em... anyway, there were shaky shaky(sorry i dont know what it's called), xylophone and drum... and im more into taking care of the drum. having fun with the kids, smile, laugh, everything looked easy.

2nd day was a mess to me... problems started to pop out... the first thing was working with a whole body pain especially my poor legs... then, the drumstick started to break one by one... n i kena complain everytime the sticks were broke... two drumsticks were broke by some ganas kids... it was still, quite 'ok' on the second day... tired+another day of 13hrs standing= almost collapse!!! good thing happened was we were joined by another 4 new BA-brand ambassadors... and Natalia was in my section but junyen was shifted to golf section. after much chat with Nat, we got to know that we're both join cali n been in the same dance class before... what a good bump up... next time can go dance together... hehe...

Moving on to 3rd day. OMFG, it was nearly a doomsday to me!!! i felt miserably pain on my foot and the nails. and that day itself, 3 drumstick were broke n as usually kena complain + extra complain from michelle... anyway the extra complain was really my own mistake, n it was kinda unavoidable... 2 days of tiredness+ another 14 hrs of standing+ dealing with more ganan kids+receiving more complains about the drum+ extra complain= drag me to hell!!! by the end of the day we heading to mamak stalls for supper and some pressure/tension release section. thanks to susan, one of our supervisor for sponsoring the supper. get to know each other better after the supper... n susan is a sarawakian also.. felt good to have someone from the same hometown as u...

well, 4rd day was a public holiday... after 3 days/39 hrs of working time, everyone look so undescribably tired where i found it hard to describe in words... u have to experience it urself to understand what we were all feeling on the forth day... some auntie even worst, almost pengsan... anyway, the forth day we all getting to know each other better, we chat more, sharing pain together... comparing quest 1 to 5, my section is considered the most active section... me and natalia especially, we were both finding our way to release the stress n tiredness by playing the instrument... we were like crazy playing the drum n the shaky shaky whenever we were free... we followed the song that they played, then we made some background music to the song... it was kinda fun, n i learnt some drumming skill, n the shaky shaky too... n i found out that i love drum... should have learn drum since young... btw, there was one kids who impressed us... he was like 4 or 5 yr old only n he can play the drum really well... he know the basic n didnt simply hit on it like what other kids did... haha... cool one... well, the time passed very very slow on the last day... it was the thought of "god, this is the last day" that keep me going on when the thought of giving up appeared on my mind. sometimes my mind just gone blank while all the kids playing happily in 'heaven' where it used to be hell to me... found myself back only when susan appeared to electrify me with her fierce face expression... lol... anyway, we got free donut at the end of the event. and i went for free supper with susan, clement n the small chilli with her cap boy...

AND, it end like that...at the end of the day we got "small chilli", "cap boy", "mata sepet", "dimgai dimgai", and "baju kotak"....lmao... only chai yuin and natalia knew this...lol...got most of their contacts...hope susan or clement or anyone arrange for the gathering one day...
*to those wearing the blue t-shirt with a "1" at the back, black pants ppl in the past 4 days, nice to meet you all, a "good" working experience with you all...keep in touch...

The moral of the story is educate ur child nicely in the future, no ganas kids please... lol...chao...

Paulo Coelho

2009-08-15T14:52:00.002+08:00

This is the second book that i bought from this author, Paulo Coelho. Well, he is just to good in inspiring ppl with his story... remember the first book i got from this author was at the LCCT when i missed my fligth back. During that particular time, I didnt have any book with me since I already finished reading my last book by DAVE PELZER. So, i head to the shop and selected "Like the Flowing River" by Paulo. the one im reading now is "The Alchemist" which is the international bestseller. i think most of you have heard of this. and i bought it during the MPH book fair at SSD. it cost me only 26 bucks rather than 34 bucks which save part of my pocket money. Everytime i buy a book or any other staffs besides foods, i have to do a deep analysis and consideration. coz every sen that i spend on other staffs may coz me in bankruptcy for the rest of the month and i have to ikat perut then. So yea, at least until now, all the books that i invested worth back the money value.

* SINCE WHEN DO I START READ*

Jeng's 21st B'day

2009-08-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

i felt so sick to blog now.. just a short one... go visit the link for the birthday album. http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=99250&id=1121777703

V-U-L-I-C-I-O-U-S (My First Poster)

2009-08-08T00:27:00.002+08:00

It's VU-licious ppl!!! design by me in <2 hrs time, reference to some tutorial of course for the hand part and the rainbow line thingie at the middle

BCF-The Street

2009-08-04T16:25:00.005+08:00

I tried my best to do the masking of HDR in photoshop last night and this was the result.... a long long way to improve.

From the original HDR

To this soft version and

to this bleach version

i would rate 'em myself for 3/10 which is in fact very bad one....

never mind we human learn from mistake and perform better next time....

chao.... for short short nap and STREET, here I come again....

VU Night-See You

2009-07-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

This is another DIY graphic design from last time experience... will be used in the vu promotional video episode 2... hope y'all like it...

BCF- 30 Minutes of Paparazzi Experience

2009-07-24T23:06:00.004+08:00

30 Minutes of Paparazzi Experience a.k.a. 50cm Away From PM

It was the day PM will be at Sibu
At first, I was planning to go back home and come downtown again after shower
but there surely will be traffic congestion
So, I decided to go walk walk see see at the Night Market.
By then, I realized a lot of photographers were gathered there.
By common sense, anyone will know that PM will stop by the night market in this situation.
Still not sure whether to join all those photographers or not,
I stand at the corner of the shophouses,
keep waiting...
wait
and wait...
By the time the PM' Merz arrived, it seem like MJ was in the car...lol, rushing toward the 'criminal scene', fighting for a good pic of the PM.
My hand was so damn itchy on getting on my camera
well, 'why dont get down there and experience the life of paparazzi'
so, there you go...
Selected moments with the PM at Sibu's Night Market

The Reflection

2009-07-23T20:59:00.002+08:00

This was taken by HS.Wen at a cafe recommended by my fren when the time i was back at Sibu. I personally like the angle and the reflection. Impressive work from my 1 hour lesson student... lol... anyway, i decided to run thru some processing and come out with this final image...

"Look into the reflection in the mirror and take ur time to understand yourself better."

BCD- Love in the Sky

2009-07-22T23:49:00.003+08:00

another shots of firework dring BCF...

BCF- The Princess of the Night

2009-07-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

This was one of the cultural traditional performance of the night. The stage performance pics that i've taken were kinda suck. that's y i edit it and select something special to be posted here. hope y'all like it.

Glitz & Glamour

2009-07-20T10:33:00.001+08:00

Well, this is what i learned last night, some photoshop tutorial. It is meant for the VU night thingi... hopefully, it gonna be useful at some necessary part...

BCF- Perfectly Matched!!

2009-07-19T12:49:00.004+08:00

first of all, i have to admit that i missed out a day in my mission. well, a miss is a miss, can do nothing dy though i have reason for it.

This is supposed to be upload yesterday. Hope y'all like it. it was taken during the BCF, too. the iconic Swan together with the iconic building of Sibu, perfectly matched!!!

BCF- The Sparkling Light over the Sky

2009-07-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

This was the first time, i shall say, to really try on the fireworks shooting. yeap, it was at the closing ceremony of BCF. There were a lots of people, as well as photographer. When the performance at the stage nearly finish, i can see some of the photographers, one hand with their camera, another with the tripod heading toward their preferred location waiting for the last firework performance. it was a long long waiting there as the last last performance was quite a long one. But, it worth the waiting. As usual, i missed the first shot as i was adjusting the setting. During the opening ceremony time too, i missed the first few shot. Haiz... what an experience. anyway, it was a good one to experience the firework shooting. Somehow i found out that a tripod is a must, but it can be distractor if u dont know how to use it. Hoppe got more chance for firework shooting in the future.

BCF- Ferris Wheel aka The Memory Wheel

2009-07-16T14:35:00.002+08:00

It dig out so much memories when i look at 'this thing'. Memories that are sweet, bad, sad, all come at a moment without allowing me to think about it first. well, of course there is story behind it, not that im mad or crazy or something. That's why i called it the memory wheel. Does it dig out ur memories too???

BCF- Red Packet

2009-07-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

I'm wondering what a red packet means to you guys. It means something to me, something that i become more and more appreciate as the amount get less and lesser year by year. put aside the content inside 'em, there can be more than just a piece of paper with some funny pic printed on it and some prerequisite that make it something of value. What about if u get a red packet with nothing inside? Will you still grab it, or even look it in your eyes?Will it still means something to you? or merely a unless red inked packet. Now, how about u take something, anything...and put inside the empty red packet, build your own thing inside instead receiving something that other had built, prepared for you? Isn't it now contended, with something from u urself instead from other people? Isn't it mean more now to yourself? Isn't it now that you will become more appreciate it as it is you that had built it out internally though the outside is not from ur work? Isn't it something of value from urself, where it can have more value that just the ridiculously printed piece of paper with number on it? Isn't it???

The Swan

2009-07-14T14:07:00.002+08:00

The iconic icon of Sibu-THE SWAN... There u go, one shot among the few swans over the city...!!! This was taken during the BCF at Sibu town square no.1

the sixth day

The Dragon- another collection in my dad's office

2009-07-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

A Dragon Plate... Cool one...hope u guy like it

my one pic per day-5th day

"I-Dont-Know-What-It-Is" Patung

2009-07-12T11:37:00.004+08:00

It was taken at my dad's office, where a lot of i dont know what it is patung are displayed. Some for feng shui i guess, but some are just decoration or collection i shall say. this one was quite special with its face emotion and it's filled with dirt. spider web all around with the faded colour. I kinda like this patung in that particular condition.

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yea, it was last night when the closing ceremony of the BCF was celebrate together at the Sibu Town Square. Obviously, i attended it. And, snapped some pic, performance and firework. Well, this time the firework shooting is much better with the support of tripod. coz last time i never bring along my tripod for the firework shooting. Will post up the pic one by one on the following post.

BCF

2009-07-11T12:16:00.004+08:00

The is taken at one side of the gateway at Sibu town Square where all the chinese stalls are open here.

Rajang Before the Sunset

2009-07-10T22:55:00.003+08:00

The river shown in the pic is the Malaysia's longest river- The Rajang River. With total length of approximately 760km, it originated from the Iran Mountain on this Borneo Island and flow to the South China Sea. The are few sub-rivers or what we called the tibutaries which are more popular like Katibas River, Kanowit River, Bankgit River and so on...And the Katibas River is located at my hometown. Well, just to let you know that the place where i was born was SIBU, but I grew up at SONG, which is another place where it can only be reached by taking an on water express. Sibu is a much more developed place compared to SONG which used to be called as bazaar. In case you still dont know where is Sibu, it is the place where currently organising the BCF, Borneo Cultural Festival which is the biggest event of the year. And this year even biggest with the Prime Minister here during the opening ceremony. Gonna visit the BCF tomorrow night for the ending and perhap snap more photo...

Well, Im too far away from the Rajang River. But, there's nothing much about the river also. I can have more stories bout it when go years backward when the water was still clear and we all kids man adult old ppl can have so much activities with it... river as our swimming pool for example... But now, it's pretty much polluted. It's like you can bring your own cup and enjoy a Teh Tarik Ais, perhap Milo Ais will do too... lol... The only unpolluted one is at the ulu ulu place, where you have to climb over the mountain, yet another mountain and mountain, then you can find cristal clear water...

Im trying a one pic per day task!!! this is the second day

YOU're not alone

2009-07-09T23:48:00.002+08:00

hope y'all like the pic as well as the caption in the pic...

The last stop...

2009-07-07T12:56:00.006+08:00

yea, this is the last stop for my wish list...

nothing but the camera gears and accessories can be this last wish list!!

Target Number 1: 50mm f/1.8 len

the picture above already showed what the len can do, that's the bokeh effect... well, bokeh is the blur affect behind the subject that you shoot whereas the subject is sharp in focus... another example is shown below...

this lens is a must (unless you choose to get 85mm f/1.8) and always be the second lens that every dslr photographer will get after starting their photography journey...

price around RM300, can be cheaper depends on where u get it.
just for more information, there are 50mm f/1.4 and f/1.2 available too for pro-er photographer and those who can afford the price. f/1.4 is more than RM1K, no idea how much is f/1.2

Target Number 2: Canon 430exII speedlite

well, external flash is another must (though build in flash is available) for a photograper besides other 'must' thing like tripod, 50mm, camera bag... blar blar blar...

RM 1100 from Canon shop

that's all for my wish list... a conclusion to be made here... i personally think i'll go for the 50mm f/1.8 first coz it's cheaper.... next i'll get myself the flash!!!! I WILL!!! but not now... for the HTC phone i think, i think it's just a short term favourite plus it never fully satisfied me with its feature and function... i will stay with my SE w810i for now until i think it's really time for a new mobile phone...

Sibu Borneo Cultural Festival to be next!!!

continue to the wish list

2009-07-02T13:36:00.003+08:00

enough for the fashion thingi yesterday. so, what's next???

let's continue with my recent favourite phone---the very fancy, impressive designed, user friendly interface's HTC pda touch screen window mobile phone

HTC TOUCH PRO 2

Highlight of the phone

1. 3.6-inch TFT-LCD touch-sensitive screen with 480 X 800 WVGA resolution (not much different as compared to touch HD 3.6 inch

2. Adjustable tilt screen (perfect design here)
3. Full QWERTY keyboard (five rows perfect keyboard wif much more space between each tab)
4. TouchFLO 3D finger swipe navigation (the best touch technology)
5. Touch-sensitive zoom bar
6. Internal GPS antenna
7. Straight Talk™ techology which make a better conferencing experience
8. HTC very owned interface....CHUN!!!

9. Sadly, no 3.5mm audio jack
10. and they take out the flash

i personally rate this phone for 8/10... as u can see the last two highlight showed what is lacking in this nearly perfect phone...

another thing about this phone is it's a bit overpriced.
malaysia-rm3199, whereas uk/us set only rm2500++

can u see how much different???
what happen to the tax that is imposed to these phone!!!
isn't it time for boost the demand, then y do our gov imposed such high taxes on imported goods!!! why??????

next category on DSLR to be continued in coming post

my current wish list

2009-07-02T01:17:00.011+08:00

omg, i've been so greedy recently... i want everything i saw... my wish lists is gonna burst!!!

ARMANI EXCHANGE- im in love with their collection of tees, short and flip flop

a simple flip flop means everything to me... simple and nice

black- colour of mine

white- favourite of mine(for short), simple design yet nice

a simple long pant- another choice of mine to look simple and yet nice

something wrong when u see a malaysian wear jacket like this on the street...
but i like it though... again, 'look' simple n nice

i wish i have this type of body for this type of v-neck tee.
simple and nice

this one is just too perfect for ppl like me who goes for 'simple and nice design'

another type of v-neck tee with button on it... another choice of mine!!! but i don own any of this type...

ARMANI's design is what im searching for so far... but the price aint cheap...
good things come with good price

another category of my wish list to be continued...

2009-06-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

I CURSE ALL THE MU ONLINE GAMERS HERE AT MY HOMETOWN!!!!

Today

2009-06-22T13:26:00.002+08:00

I've JUST MISSED THE FLIGHT... yeap, the flight back to sibu...

WHY???

departed late from home...

now that the ticket is wasted, mean i have to get another ticket...

and you know how much does it cost???!!!

it cost more than a 50mm f/1.8 len!!!!

i could've use the money to buy the lens plus some other things.

another lesson to be learnt

ALWAYS, ALWAYS plan everything properly to avoid unnecessary mess up!!!

( btw, shouldn't listen to my sis!!! she's is the one who told me to depart at 'that' time)

wasted my ptptn money. my plan to use that amount for the 50mm f/1.8 len... DESTROYED!!!

well, what to do for the next 3 1/2 hours????!!!! i wonder...

ending marks a starting for sth new

2009-06-18T01:19:00.004+08:00

well, now that exam for first sem ended, mark the start of holidaysss....

but, this isnt a holidays to me. i need, i have, i must finish my tasks...

Task NO.1- have been assigned to do the promotional video for VU night... no much idea now on how to do it. but i have to push myself to do sth... at least two promotional videos, either video or slides and have to start with the opening video which is the most important part of this task... creativity is something that i really need for this task...

Task NO.2- working my ass out... after two weeks of stressful exam, preparation, revision, midnight oil kinda of stuffs, plus weird diet during exam period, i gained some weight... yea, this is what happened everytime after exam period. so the best way to get out of this mess is---> exercise + proper diet + adequate sleep... 4 more days before i get back to my hometown. so, this is my best time for some jumping up n down, pushing up n down, some weight lifting blar blar bar... but, im gonna gain some more weigth for my mum dishes, FOR SURE!!! dont care, exercise more after that.... problem solved.

Task NO. 3- it's time to continue some practice before i forget all the shooting skills... do check my blog for more pic, hopefully i really do have some work to share...

Task NO.4- enjoy my family day to the fullest...

erm... that's all i guess...

oh yea... need some opinion... N97, HTC Touch Pro2 and HTC Touch HD, which phone do u think is the best by comparing all the features.... which one will you choose if only one to be choosen?

Pissed off

2009-06-05T15:30:00.005+08:00

im pissed off when they cut Natalie immediately from Sonya's routine!!! it was perfect when sonya put brandon and natalie together during the rehearsal. and the reason for them to cut natalie was "she's not up to expectation" but i think she deserved the second chance by dancing solo!!!! SHE DESERVED IT!!! im saying "SHE DESERVED IT!!!!"

but they never give her the second chance... that's y im so pissed off!!! damnit!!!

The show are losing a great dancer this season...

pls reserve a place for her in top 20 season 6!!!

Companion of the Night

2009-06-01T18:53:00.003+08:00

pic taken round 0400 this morning n processed few min before this...
again, HDR and photoshop... not using Nik this time... coz trial over dy...
hope y'all like it...

2009-05-29T01:13:00.000+08:00

No Boundaries
Kris Allen

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

Counting Down

2009-05-28T09:24:00.001+08:00

yea, im counting for the Trial on Nik Software, which is an awesome software that u really don wanna miss...

2 more days left!!

yet i still cant find any useabble activation code or whatsoever crack!!!

help......................................................................................................................................=(

just finish some image processing which will be posted later at night... my last few works on Nik :(

btw, treyratcliff (stuckincustom) has really inspired me on HDR... and jeff as well.... and i just found out that trey is blinded on one side... what a surprise to me.... i mean he looked perfect by his look... whatever, that doesnt show any different as we all are human...

this man really blew me out with his works... his HDR is wonderfully, amazingly brilliant!!! (that y he's known as the master of HDR)... with only 3 years of experiences in photography, he is crowned the master!!! this man is not easy huh!!! and he is so keen(dont know whether im using the right word. correct me if wrong) to upload one pic per day, which mean 365 in a year... so far as i know, he managed to keep it for more than 6 months.... let's see whether he can do it for another 6 months...

thanks for inspiring me... im expecting less works after the ending of the trial (have to concentrate on exam)... but pls do give me ur priceless feedback on my works... i need motivation for improvement... you can comment whatever u wan, just to make sure they are all honest comment.... ur comments are my everything... thanks.

good mmorning...

I painted em out!!!

2009-05-27T15:08:00.001+08:00

cant decide which one i like most... equally like 'em all...

I'm Lovin' It

2009-05-25T21:35:00.001+08:00

Not that well-processed as last photo... whatcha think about it?

Two-sided

2009-05-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

The day I've been waiting for

2009-05-23T00:14:00.002+08:00

yea, yesterday was the so you think you can dance season premiere. have been waiting for it since the last episode of last season... and i just finished watching the full episode one on youtube...

you guys might want to click on the link below if wanna have a look... it was where i watched it...

http://www.youtube.com/user/SYTYCDseason5

cant wait to see the top 20 of season 5!!!

forger bout SYTYCD, back to my usual supastreet class... well, sunny (the dance instructor) had just suggested us to 'upgrade' ourselve and dont stick to the sunway class only... which mean, we may want to join midvalley classes if we're going to seek improvement and so called upgrade ourselves.... yea, i know know this, all the pro dancers are joining his classes at midvalley... i wish i can join them also. according to one of my fren which used to join the MV classes, there are lots of pro, some pro in jazz, some pro in hip hop, some in locking.... A LOTSSS!!! and their classes are not bored as compare to sunway classes... and it's kinda good for us to join the pro ppl as we can learn new things from them... yea, new things here, i mean the feeling, their character as to find our own character, their passion when dancing, the fun that they are having.... wao... lotsa thing to learn when u mix with them... BUT my membership type does not allowed me to join the other clubs... damn it!!!

IT's TIME TO UPGRADE!!!

Do me a favor... Click on the link below, pls...

2009-05-21T18:11:00.001+08:00

http://www.emailcashpro.com/ad.php?id=el0520141c&u=josephchan90

Thanks you...

MD showgroup

2009-05-21T01:02:00.002+08:00

am thinking to make this type of performance for the opening (VU Night)

but, lots of ppl are needed...

Thing that i usually wont share for ur sake

2009-05-19T12:58:00.007+08:00

snowy look... my favourtite

pure b/w plus a bit soft look...

old pic look...

noise play its role

looked framed with a bit tear-off

infragreened!!!

pls forgive me for using my own pic as experiment on NIK software... i know i could've use other pic to do the same thing... sorry, if making u vomit when looking at me all over this post... lol...

just wanna let u guys know that i dont like to be in the photo, another word i dont like to be photographed, coz i know i look bad in photo (real person also)... oppositely, i like to shoot other... haha...

the pic above i's my only profile photo... been using this in facebook for a long time... so im thinking to change the feel ( in facebook) by having some processing using the NIK SOFTWARE...

once again, sorry... and thanks for ur patience for reading til the last line... u can now skip to another blog or my other post!!!

Nik got it all!!!

2009-05-15T22:41:00.002+08:00

Thank to the Review on Nik Software by stuckincustom!!! a great review, without much blabbing... looking for the software now... hope it really helps in my image processing...

2009-05-14T15:25:00.001+08:00

HEARTACHE

2009-05-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

HEARTACHE

Beach at Dusk

2009-05-11T15:11:00.000+08:00

some noise over the sky.. to be improved!!!

A quick HDR

2009-05-11T02:01:00.000+08:00

wasnt satisfy with the HDR, i wish i have some knowledge in masking!!!

Some happenings!!!

2009-05-11T00:09:00.002+08:00

well, too much of photo post these day... so, thought of back to some random post about myself. got lots of happenings actually during the past few week or i should say past few months...

first i've been to PD to meet up with my parent since they're having holiday there... so, me n my sis went all the way from sunway to pd b public transport. but we started with some stuffs at my sis's uni eraly in the morning... n it took hours for her to settle everything there at shah alam, while i stayed at their dirty little SSD doing my assignment and make some revision... well, im glad that sunway's SSD is so much better than theirs!!! appreciate it... well, after that ktm all the way to sentral and continued again with ktm all the way to seremban... we were both like those backpack tourist in a totally strange place searching for public transport to get to our destination... i really have to mention that the MALAYSIA PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION SYSTEM really SUCK... SUCK ALL THE WAY!!! i think this is the reason why our tourism never get the chance to achieve the highest level!!! government really have to do sth with this before we lose our business in tourism!!! back to our trip, we took almost half a day to reach pd... n i always thougth that our beaches are polluted badly!!! but i was wrong... im in love with PD when i first saw the bluish ocean with big flat white-sanded beach!!! i love it so much... lots of resort from downtown of PD to batu 10.... beatiful beach... lots of ppl... in short... but never see bikini girl... haha. which was a sad thing to mention... well, we spent 2 day n 1 night there.... n im glad that i made the decision to PD cause i get the chance to shoot both sunset n sunrise!!! it was a good experience... n after 6 years i stop swimming, finally i made myself into the swimming pool again... i cant swim at first... but get better after that... after the trip, i realy get darker coz i spent most of the time on the beach and in the swimming pool... that's one of the reason im getting darker these days....

enough of the pd trip... here we go for sth new... it was a priceless experience for me as well as other 4... it all started with the carrom game at SSD... after we finished the game and we got second place, some frens decide to have dinner at KL.... so, we went to kl for the dinner... and next we plan to watch movie at MV... but the hall was full... out of no choice, someone suggest some other thing.... guess what, we went to the malaysia most black-listed place---haji taib just to have a look of the p********* industry... in the car, we went thru that place for few rounds all really, we get to see what it looks like... but that wasnt enough for some. so we parked the car and get down n walk down the street to have closer view.... but then we got into some trouble!!! big big trouble... cheated by some indian guys, n i swear if i see that indian guy again in my life, im not gonna let him go away with his stupid ugly pissed off face!!! damn it!!!! but im gonna thanks him for letting me n another guy into trouble with another 3... at least 5 of us come out safe... right after that we get some help from police fren and get into the police station to make report... wao!!! that morning really really bad for us... after few hour, one of us gonna go for a badminton match, 2 gonna go for telematch n tug of war n 1 gonna work!!! i believed that we got not time to sleep coz we got home 6 in the morning... and by 7 we gonna get ready for our own activity!!! damn it... thanks to those indian fellow.... we got no time to rest... n thanks to them for giving us such a wonderful ecperience!!! but, i have to mention here that nothing happened, nothing beside badly threatened... how lucky!!!

well.. i wish i can tell the whole story here... a lots more interesting thing happened in btw.... but, im gonna go into my dreamland now.... chao...

I Miss You

2009-05-10T01:58:00.004+08:00

How hard does it take to stop u from loving the one that u love? Obviously it's really hard, one of the hardest decision i ever made, i made it though!!!

How hurt does it feel when u see the person she hanging out wasnt u? HURT, it hurt, but i act as i never see anything!!

How bad do u feel when she is just few feets from u and yet u not dare to take the steps toward her??? I feel like knocking myself to the wall!!!

How sad do u feel when she is not replying ur msg as she used to? sad, but i'll keep waiting... n keep finding reason for her not replying me

How complicated does it feel when u've stop finding her for months and now the strong feeling toward her arise again? i doubt, im still searching for the answer right now...

I wonder why...

I can stay at the study room and study on my own, or elsewhere with anyone else, but i ended up choose to do the revision with her at the foyer...

I can go out with my fren for free lunch at Sorgun, but i ended up choose to be with her, doing revision...

I can choose not to reply her msg as what i did to others, but i ended up reply all her msg...

I can choose not to wait for her msg, but i'll keep waiting before i continue with other things...

I can choose to tell her my feeling toward her, but i ended up shut my mouth up, coz we may not even be normal fren after that...

I can choose taylor, i can choose curtin, i can choose Swinburne, i can choose any other university, but i ended up choosing VU, coz i know she will be going there too...

I wonder why...

I dont know how long i can keep this feeling, but i can assure one thing now... I miss her a lot!!! a lot a lot!!!

(who is she? will keep it for myself)

2009-05-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

My home is going to become a zoo soon...

doberman gave birth month ago...

and now cat give birth.... one after another... soon, will be another cat give birth and the give birth thing goes on!!! haiz.... the zoo operators must be busy now!!

Beautiful sunrise

2009-05-06T23:18:00.003+08:00

It was a great time to experience this miracle when everything in dark, second by second, minute by minute, slowly turned brighter

it's pretty obvious that one part of the pic got a bit different, or what i named it as a bit cacat... dont know what to do with it... will figure it out... most probably over HDR or sth wrong wif my HDR setting n technique... and im current learning the masking technique in photoshop... need time to experience all since my photoshop suck!!! and im still working in photoshop 7.0 when everyone else has upgraded to CS4.... what a shame to me.... haizzz... anywhere will be upgrading it...

besides photoediting, photoshop... photmatix.... i also start with my video making task... videography is so damn complicated as the photography.... also, im going to move into some 3D making... currently downloading the software... it's a trial one... again, have to search for crack or serial number... besides, i've playing with sony vegas for weeks... and before this, i used to try on other video making software... sony vegas is as perfect as photoshop which mean it's complicated also... need more time to figure out what i can do...

well, there's always a why behind everything, isnt it? ve been working on photoshop, of course for photography, and sony vegas for VU night video!!! what a big task to me at the first place... I NEED HELP!!! already suck at photoshop, what do u expect me to be good in vegas?????!!! i doubt... but, it seem like all the VUBC members really believe that i "can" make a great opening video for our VU NIGHT this year... so what??? not gonna let them down of course... and also i have to make it for the sake of everyone else in VUBC, coz i heard Ms samantha n others said that last year vid was really bad...more pressure on me now!!! haiz.... anywhere, gonna use my sem break to make it into reality... btw, if anyone wanna help, it will be more than welcome!!!

and, we need photographer as well, for the shooting on whatever is happening on the stage.(during VU night).. searching for some pro photographer that wont ask for $$$ in taking the job... but we can provide cert or maybe discount on the ticket(if we can make it)... photographer???? any???? some prophotographer were graduated and some will be graduating next sem... so any pro one from other sem??? or ur fren from outside???

KEVIN ZHOU``11 selected pics from 228pics

2009-05-05T17:00:00.005+08:00

Opening screen... with some editing...

Glamour look

Look at the green shirt hamsap lady down there!!! ISH!!!!

Funny looking...haha

Professional look!!! (with first model)

Teaching the audience

Strong Flash from others cam...(second model)

Samantha is so....so leng!!!!

They both look so ngam lar!!! hehe

Samaaaannnthaaathathathataaaaa...

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2009-05-02T14:55:00.001+08:00

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